After having a little convosation with Leah about the music she likes, she reminded me of a band which bring back very fond memories of High School times :)
Ahhh I miss the days of bopping around pretending to ride a skateboard, shouting random lyrics at the top of my voice and getting strange looks, and trying my very best to disobey the uniform rules by wearing tops underneath my shirt, wearing a black skirt or black tie or stripy socks and boots hehe :') Good times.
So, here is a list of songs which bring back some very cool memories.
Ok so I'll start off at the very beginning. Go back to me - age.... mehhhh about 8ish? Anyway.. walking around a jumble sale on my own with 50p and I spot something which I knew I'd seen before and I didn't know why... It was the Slayer - South of Heaven album. It was strange.. I knew I recognised it and I didnt know why. So I bought it. Keeping in mind around this time I was listening to things like The Spice Girls, bit of a strange buy for me. Anyway, my mum said my Dad used to have the album when I was younger & thats why I remember it.
Slayer - South of Heaven
Soooo... pop it on the ol' cd player and wow.. crazy heavy music. I liked it!! :D I remember transferring it to a casette tape so I could listen to it on my portable casette player on the way to Cornwall haha yeah.. IT WAS THAT LONG AGO. This was my favourite song at the time :)
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Blink 182 - All the small things
Ok.. so I'm aged about hmmm... 11? It was 1999 anyways.. One random day.. listening to "The Box" whilst sitting on the PC and wahhhh something so delightful hit my ear drums.. a change from the usual crap.. pop punk. I was in love. Oh and as soon as I saw Tom DeLonge.. the obsession has begun.
Blink 182 - Whats my age again?
Is it wrong that I still know all the words to this song? Haha I remember the first time I ever saw this video.... my jaw was touching the floor, I was in heaven. At the height of my obsession, and they released a video of themselves naked pretty much haha.
The Offpring - Pretty Fly for a White Guy
Haha.. picture this.. me, on the very packed 61a bus on the way home after our first school trip to Camelot in year 7.. listening to this on my cd player, singing it at the top of my voice with my eyes closed (I was sitting on my own).. then opening my eyes only to realise everyone was staring at me haha :')
System of a down - Sugar
Hehe, now to fast forward to me in year 9.. I'd not long met Day and started hanging around with Kerry at dinner times. I remember sitting on the hill on the field in front of where they all used to play football, and I was listening to this song.. again, screaming at the top of my voice "SUGARRRRR" oh dear, god knows what they were all thinking haha :P
Sum 41 - Fat Lip
Hahaha I knew all the words to the rap at the start of the song.. how funny :') I remember running around the playground singing this. Oh and the end part haha loved it. Funnnyyyyy. Also my first ever gig, with Day, Kerry, Helen and Julie. Good tiiiimes.
Puddle of Mudd - Blurry
Rival Schools - Used for Glue
More will be added soon :)
Saturday 24 July 2010
Tuesday 20 July 2010
About meeee cause im bored
Last time I filled this in was in 2005 haha
Name: Rhiannon aka Rei
Sex: Female
Age: 22
Birthday: 5th July
Place of Birth: Liverpool
Siblings: 1
Parents: Mum and Dad but Dad is non existant :D
Pets: Nemo and Pippin my kitties and Lizzy mine and Deans Fat Tailed African Gecko. They're so cuuuute n_n
Height: 5'10"
Hair Color: Piiiiiiiiink
Eye Color: Greeny/Bluey/Grey (They change depending on the day!)
Eye Color of Choice: Greeeen
Writing Hand: The RIGHT way
Current Residence: Litherland
BODY ILLS AND SKILLS
Nervous Habits: Shaking Leg, Biting Nails, Biting sides of lip
Do you bite your nails?: When I'm nervous yeah
Do you pick your nose?: No, I'm a LAYYYDAYYY
Are you double jointed?: Noooo, I wish haha
Can you roll your tongue?: Yei
Can you raise one eyebrow at a time?: Not any more :( I used to be able to though but now I can only just about raise my right eyebrow haha weird
Can you blow smoke rings?: Nope
Can you blow spit bubbles?: Haha I can make bubbles but not blow them away or anything haha
Can you flare your nostrils?: yep
Can you cross your eyes?: yep
Tattoos?: Not yet.. one day.. one day. Hopefully next time I fill this form in I might have one haha
Piercings and where?: WOOO YEAH BOI! :D Ears and Lip!
Do you make your bed daily?: Noooo
CLOTHES
Which shoe goes on first?: Whichever I pick up first
Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at anyone?: Probably at Dean at some point lol
On the average, how much money do you carry in your purse/wallet?: Maybe a few pennies lol Usually not much
What jewelry do you wear 24/7?: Gummy Bracelets, S.o.p.h.i.e wristband and a festival wristband until they break off usually haha, my black choker and usually my rings but i've taken em off now
What's sexiest on a guy: Black hair, Green eyes, lip piercing, eyebrow piercing, black clothing! (any other colour and its like EEEEEwwww colours! :P haha)
Would you rather be on time and look OK or 10 minutes late and look great?: 10 minutes late OBVIOUSLY, not that I ever think I look great though haha. I usually leave 10 minutes late and look OK haha
Favorite Piece of Clothing: Hmmmm.. Do shoes count? lol Either of my boots, if not then my corsets and DIY tshirts :)
Pajamas: Any long leg ones when I'm sleeping in Deans cause then I can't feel the crumbs haha, orrrr in my house any I have too many lol
FOOD
Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?: Ewww who the hell would cut spaghetti please? Swirl obviously.
Have you ever eaten Spam?: Yeah I think so.
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: Has to be mint chocolate chip, but tbh I'm not a massive ice cream person
What's your favorite beverage?: Lambriniiiii haha Nah erm.. probablyyyy Earl Grey Tea but I havta be in the mood for it lol
What's your favorite restaurant?: Hmmm McDonalds probs lol, or anywhere that sells Spaghetti Bolognese... no where ever sells it :(
What utensils do you use to eat pizza?: Hands
Do you cook?: Not really... I like baking cakes though! annnnnd Beans on toast haha
GROOMING
How often do you brush your teeth?: Twice a day lol
How often do you shower/bathe?: About 2 or 3 times a week.. you seriously don't need to shower any more times than that... unless... you roll around in mud every day obviously.
How long does your shower last?: Depends if I need to shave or wash my hair, usually between 30mins and an hour
Hair drying method: Let it dry naturally. When I use a hair dryer it goes REALLLLY frizzy
Have you ever colored/highlighted your hair?: Yes lol First time I EVER dyed my hair was a semi permenent wash in Mahogany colour when I was about 11/12 and it didnt really work and I just got very stained in the bath haha, then went permenent black when I was about 12/13, then black and red underneath, black again, and it goes something like this... pink, red, pink, brown turned orange, purple, pink, turquoise and pink underneath, red, pink, brown, black, pink, purple, turquoise, pink and black underneath, pink. And my hair hasn't fell out yet.. score! :D
Do you paint your nails?: yeah.. usually black lol
MANNERS
Do you swear?: fuck no!
Do you ever spit? No I think its disgusting!
WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE
Actor/Actress: Morgan Freeman = GOD.
Animal: Cat
Food: Hmmm Roast Dinners, Spaghetti Bolognese, Pasta, Pot Noodle, McDonalds, Salad, KFC
Month: July, December
Day: Saturday
Cartoon: Home Movies, Spongebob SquarePants
Shoe Brand: New Rocks, Demonia, Sella, RocketDog, DMs, DC
Subject in school: My fave was always I.C.T I think and Graphics
Color: Black, Pink, Red, Turquoise, Purple, Green
Sport: Badminton! Ohhh the memories haha and swimming
Body part on you: Eyes
Body part on the opposite/same sex: Eyes, Hair, Hands, Arms
TV show: Star Trek TNG, Star Trek Voyager, House
10 Celebrities You'd Like To Screw: Haha hmmmmm this might take a while... ermmm (in no particular order) ..Bam Margera, Johnny Depp, Brad Pitt, Christian Bale, Heath Ledger, Hugh Jackman, Jamie Graham (Sylosis), Robert Pattinson, Tom Cruise, Alexi Laiho, Richard Till and Christopher of Rammstein, Robb Flynn.. ermm I think thats more than 10 but oh well haha Obviously to even stand a chance with me they would need to be taller than me though haha
10 Celebrities You Wish You Looked Like: Hmmm, Gwen Stefani, Milla Jovovich, Christina Scabbia, Triple Six, Chibi TBM, Project Malice, Christina Aguilera, Liv Tyler, Kate Beckinsale, really can't think of her name grrrrr *insert person I'm thinking of here*
Holiday: Christmassss
Book: What? haha I don't read :P
Vacationing Spot: Dominican Republic, Mmmm i wanna be back there now
Thing To Do In The Spring: Clean haha
Thing To Do In The Summer: Festivals!
Thing To Do In The Fall: Kick leaves
Thing To Do In The Winter: Get cozy n_n
Perfume or Cologne: Perfume for me but I love smelling "cologne" haha
Game: Hmmm Runescape! :D
IN AND AROUND
The CD Player: None because I don't have a CD player now haha get with the times! :P Its MP3 player or Spotify nowadays. So... on Spotify.. Sylosis
Ever taken a cab?: Errr yeah lol
Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors?: Yeah haha gotta check that I look ok :P
What color is your bedroom?: Red with a black silver n gold glow in the dark border :)
Do you use an alarm clock?: No not unless I need to be up at a certain time
Name one thing you are obsessed with: Make up, shoes, bags, boots, dreads, music
Have you ever skinny-dipped with the opposite sex?: Nooooo
Ever sunbathed nude?: Noooo lol
Window seat or aisle?: Windoowww
LA LA LAND
What's your sleeping position?: Spooning, or side, and sometimes I lie flat on my back with my arms above my head.. soo comfy.
What kind of bed do you like?: Double beds.. Kingsize beds.. Double Kingsize beds haha
Even in hot weather do you use a blanket?: Yeah!
Do you snore?: Nope not that I know of
Do you sleepwalk?: No, Leah does though! haha
Do you talk in your sleep?: Not often, but sometimes I speak to Dean haha
Do you sleep with a stuffed animals?: Nope, I sleep with either the cats on the bed or dean haha
How about with the light on?: Nope, although sometimes I fall asleep with the lamp on :S
Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on?: Yeah pretty much every night lol
QUESTIONS
What do you look for in a guy?: I don't look for a guy haha.. but if I was it would be similar personality with similar tastes in things like music, games, style etc
What is the first thing you notice when you look at a guy?: Eyes, hair, smile
What do you think of cheating?: Baaaaaaaad
Tell the truth: Very well...
WHICH IS BETTER
Coke or Pepsi?: Diet Coke
Oranges or apples?: Oranges
One pillow or two?: 1
Deaf or blind?: Deaf
Pools or hot tubs?: Hot tubs
Blondes or brunettes?: Brunettes
TV or radio?: TV
Beach or pool?: Beach
Tic-Tacs or Certs?: Tic Tacs
Snooze button or jump out of bed?: Snoooooze n_n
Sunrise or Sunset?: Sunrise (Don't get to see it often)
Hamburger or Cheeseburger?: McDoubleCheeeeseburger
Morning or night?: night
Sports or news?: News
Indoors or outdoors?: Indoors
Christmas Eve or Christmas Day?: Day
Cake or ice cream?: cake *yum*
Spicy or Mild?: mild
Spearmint or Peppermint?: spearmint!! every time
Call or Write?: MSN or Text lol
Peanut Butter or Jelly?: Peanut Butter
Hamburger or Hot Dog?: McDoubleCheeeseburger
Dog or Cat?: cat
Bath or shower?: shower
Book or Movie?: Movie
Green or Red apples?: Red
Rain or Snow?: snow
Nike or Adidas?: Meh don't really care haha Adidas i guess
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
Took a shower?: Yesterday
Watched Bambi: Yeaaars ago lol
Cried?: Hmmm like 2 days ago maybe I can't remember lol
Talked on the phone?: Yesterday
Read a book?: No idea haha yeaaars ago
Punched someone?: Dean yesterday probs lol
THE FUTURE
Where do you see yourself in ten years?: Hmm, 2020, i'll be 32 *ARGHHHHHH HOW HORRIBLE!!* :(, Well.. hopefully I'll be in a nice house with Dean and maybe 1 or 2 kids and a good job? lol
Who are you going to marry?: Dean lol
How many kids?: 1/2
Your profession: Hmmmm.. Games Designer or programmer or something like that hopefully
Car of Your Dreams: Audi R8 Spyder
I wanna live: in the US ♥
Name: Rhiannon aka Rei
Sex: Female
Age: 22
Birthday: 5th July
Place of Birth: Liverpool
Siblings: 1
Parents: Mum and Dad but Dad is non existant :D
Pets: Nemo and Pippin my kitties and Lizzy mine and Deans Fat Tailed African Gecko. They're so cuuuute n_n
Height: 5'10"
Hair Color: Piiiiiiiiink
Eye Color: Greeny/Bluey/Grey (They change depending on the day!)
Eye Color of Choice: Greeeen
Writing Hand: The RIGHT way
Current Residence: Litherland
BODY ILLS AND SKILLS
Nervous Habits: Shaking Leg, Biting Nails, Biting sides of lip
Do you bite your nails?: When I'm nervous yeah
Do you pick your nose?: No, I'm a LAYYYDAYYY
Are you double jointed?: Noooo, I wish haha
Can you roll your tongue?: Yei
Can you raise one eyebrow at a time?: Not any more :( I used to be able to though but now I can only just about raise my right eyebrow haha weird
Can you blow smoke rings?: Nope
Can you blow spit bubbles?: Haha I can make bubbles but not blow them away or anything haha
Can you flare your nostrils?: yep
Can you cross your eyes?: yep
Tattoos?: Not yet.. one day.. one day. Hopefully next time I fill this form in I might have one haha
Piercings and where?: WOOO YEAH BOI! :D Ears and Lip!
Do you make your bed daily?: Noooo
CLOTHES
Which shoe goes on first?: Whichever I pick up first
Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at anyone?: Probably at Dean at some point lol
On the average, how much money do you carry in your purse/wallet?: Maybe a few pennies lol Usually not much
What jewelry do you wear 24/7?: Gummy Bracelets, S.o.p.h.i.e wristband and a festival wristband until they break off usually haha, my black choker and usually my rings but i've taken em off now
What's sexiest on a guy: Black hair, Green eyes, lip piercing, eyebrow piercing, black clothing! (any other colour and its like EEEEEwwww colours! :P haha)
Would you rather be on time and look OK or 10 minutes late and look great?: 10 minutes late OBVIOUSLY, not that I ever think I look great though haha. I usually leave 10 minutes late and look OK haha
Favorite Piece of Clothing: Hmmmm.. Do shoes count? lol Either of my boots, if not then my corsets and DIY tshirts :)
Pajamas: Any long leg ones when I'm sleeping in Deans cause then I can't feel the crumbs haha, orrrr in my house any I have too many lol
FOOD
Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?: Ewww who the hell would cut spaghetti please? Swirl obviously.
Have you ever eaten Spam?: Yeah I think so.
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: Has to be mint chocolate chip, but tbh I'm not a massive ice cream person
What's your favorite beverage?: Lambriniiiii haha Nah erm.. probablyyyy Earl Grey Tea but I havta be in the mood for it lol
What's your favorite restaurant?: Hmmm McDonalds probs lol, or anywhere that sells Spaghetti Bolognese... no where ever sells it :(
What utensils do you use to eat pizza?: Hands
Do you cook?: Not really... I like baking cakes though! annnnnd Beans on toast haha
GROOMING
How often do you brush your teeth?: Twice a day lol
How often do you shower/bathe?: About 2 or 3 times a week.. you seriously don't need to shower any more times than that... unless... you roll around in mud every day obviously.
How long does your shower last?: Depends if I need to shave or wash my hair, usually between 30mins and an hour
Hair drying method: Let it dry naturally. When I use a hair dryer it goes REALLLLY frizzy
Have you ever colored/highlighted your hair?: Yes lol First time I EVER dyed my hair was a semi permenent wash in Mahogany colour when I was about 11/12 and it didnt really work and I just got very stained in the bath haha, then went permenent black when I was about 12/13, then black and red underneath, black again, and it goes something like this... pink, red, pink, brown turned orange, purple, pink, turquoise and pink underneath, red, pink, brown, black, pink, purple, turquoise, pink and black underneath, pink. And my hair hasn't fell out yet.. score! :D
Do you paint your nails?: yeah.. usually black lol
MANNERS
Do you swear?: fuck no!
Do you ever spit? No I think its disgusting!
WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE
Actor/Actress: Morgan Freeman = GOD.
Animal: Cat
Food: Hmmm Roast Dinners, Spaghetti Bolognese, Pasta, Pot Noodle, McDonalds, Salad, KFC
Month: July, December
Day: Saturday
Cartoon: Home Movies, Spongebob SquarePants
Shoe Brand: New Rocks, Demonia, Sella, RocketDog, DMs, DC
Subject in school: My fave was always I.C.T I think and Graphics
Color: Black, Pink, Red, Turquoise, Purple, Green
Sport: Badminton! Ohhh the memories haha and swimming
Body part on you: Eyes
Body part on the opposite/same sex: Eyes, Hair, Hands, Arms
TV show: Star Trek TNG, Star Trek Voyager, House
10 Celebrities You'd Like To Screw: Haha hmmmmm this might take a while... ermmm (in no particular order) ..Bam Margera, Johnny Depp, Brad Pitt, Christian Bale, Heath Ledger, Hugh Jackman, Jamie Graham (Sylosis), Robert Pattinson, Tom Cruise, Alexi Laiho, Richard Till and Christopher of Rammstein, Robb Flynn.. ermm I think thats more than 10 but oh well haha Obviously to even stand a chance with me they would need to be taller than me though haha
10 Celebrities You Wish You Looked Like: Hmmm, Gwen Stefani, Milla Jovovich, Christina Scabbia, Triple Six, Chibi TBM, Project Malice, Christina Aguilera, Liv Tyler, Kate Beckinsale, really can't think of her name grrrrr *insert person I'm thinking of here*
Holiday: Christmassss
Book: What? haha I don't read :P
Vacationing Spot: Dominican Republic, Mmmm i wanna be back there now
Thing To Do In The Spring: Clean haha
Thing To Do In The Summer: Festivals!
Thing To Do In The Fall: Kick leaves
Thing To Do In The Winter: Get cozy n_n
Perfume or Cologne: Perfume for me but I love smelling "cologne" haha
Game: Hmmm Runescape! :D
IN AND AROUND
The CD Player: None because I don't have a CD player now haha get with the times! :P Its MP3 player or Spotify nowadays. So... on Spotify.. Sylosis
Ever taken a cab?: Errr yeah lol
Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors?: Yeah haha gotta check that I look ok :P
What color is your bedroom?: Red with a black silver n gold glow in the dark border :)
Do you use an alarm clock?: No not unless I need to be up at a certain time
Name one thing you are obsessed with: Make up, shoes, bags, boots, dreads, music
Have you ever skinny-dipped with the opposite sex?: Nooooo
Ever sunbathed nude?: Noooo lol
Window seat or aisle?: Windoowww
LA LA LAND
What's your sleeping position?: Spooning, or side, and sometimes I lie flat on my back with my arms above my head.. soo comfy.
What kind of bed do you like?: Double beds.. Kingsize beds.. Double Kingsize beds haha
Even in hot weather do you use a blanket?: Yeah!
Do you snore?: Nope not that I know of
Do you sleepwalk?: No, Leah does though! haha
Do you talk in your sleep?: Not often, but sometimes I speak to Dean haha
Do you sleep with a stuffed animals?: Nope, I sleep with either the cats on the bed or dean haha
How about with the light on?: Nope, although sometimes I fall asleep with the lamp on :S
Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on?: Yeah pretty much every night lol
QUESTIONS
What do you look for in a guy?: I don't look for a guy haha.. but if I was it would be similar personality with similar tastes in things like music, games, style etc
What is the first thing you notice when you look at a guy?: Eyes, hair, smile
What do you think of cheating?: Baaaaaaaad
Tell the truth: Very well...
WHICH IS BETTER
Coke or Pepsi?: Diet Coke
Oranges or apples?: Oranges
One pillow or two?: 1
Deaf or blind?: Deaf
Pools or hot tubs?: Hot tubs
Blondes or brunettes?: Brunettes
TV or radio?: TV
Beach or pool?: Beach
Tic-Tacs or Certs?: Tic Tacs
Snooze button or jump out of bed?: Snoooooze n_n
Sunrise or Sunset?: Sunrise (Don't get to see it often)
Hamburger or Cheeseburger?: McDoubleCheeeeseburger
Morning or night?: night
Sports or news?: News
Indoors or outdoors?: Indoors
Christmas Eve or Christmas Day?: Day
Cake or ice cream?: cake *yum*
Spicy or Mild?: mild
Spearmint or Peppermint?: spearmint!! every time
Call or Write?: MSN or Text lol
Peanut Butter or Jelly?: Peanut Butter
Hamburger or Hot Dog?: McDoubleCheeeseburger
Dog or Cat?: cat
Bath or shower?: shower
Book or Movie?: Movie
Green or Red apples?: Red
Rain or Snow?: snow
Nike or Adidas?: Meh don't really care haha Adidas i guess
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
Took a shower?: Yesterday
Watched Bambi: Yeaaars ago lol
Cried?: Hmmm like 2 days ago maybe I can't remember lol
Talked on the phone?: Yesterday
Read a book?: No idea haha yeaaars ago
Punched someone?: Dean yesterday probs lol
THE FUTURE
Where do you see yourself in ten years?: Hmm, 2020, i'll be 32 *ARGHHHHHH HOW HORRIBLE!!* :(, Well.. hopefully I'll be in a nice house with Dean and maybe 1 or 2 kids and a good job? lol
Who are you going to marry?: Dean lol
How many kids?: 1/2
Your profession: Hmmmm.. Games Designer or programmer or something like that hopefully
Car of Your Dreams: Audi R8 Spyder
I wanna live: in the US ♥
Shoes, Boots and Bags... A way to Reis he♥rt
♥Shoes & Boots & Bags♥
So, I've been looking at lots of shoes and boots because I'm still deciding on which to get off Dean for my birthday :) Anyways, I've realised that there are hundreads that Iwant will own before I die haha
When I get my own flat, I'm going to need a seperate room to keep them all in (Dean will not be pleased) :P
I've found some Demonia Cherry Concordes on Ebay really cheap, so I might bid on them just for myself :) I'm not massively keen on them because they have weird toes, but I think for the price I might just get over it haha :P
Then I'm thinking of getting Demonia 3 strap platforms off Dean for my birthday and then as a random surprise one day probably Sella Patent Thumpers :) ♥ Orrrrr possibly some Demonia Transformers but the platforms are REALLY HIGH on them! We'll see :)
I tried stretching my Sella Dares last week but it didn't seem to work :/ I'll be buying a shoe stretcher soon so hopefully that works.. if not I'll havta sell them boooooooooo
Anyways, Sonisphere soon YAY
So, I've been looking at lots of shoes and boots because I'm still deciding on which to get off Dean for my birthday :) Anyways, I've realised that there are hundreads that I
When I get my own flat, I'm going to need a seperate room to keep them all in (Dean will not be pleased) :P
I've found some Demonia Cherry Concordes on Ebay really cheap, so I might bid on them just for myself :) I'm not massively keen on them because they have weird toes, but I think for the price I might just get over it haha :P
Then I'm thinking of getting Demonia 3 strap platforms off Dean for my birthday and then as a random surprise one day probably Sella Patent Thumpers :) ♥ Orrrrr possibly some Demonia Transformers but the platforms are REALLY HIGH on them! We'll see :)
I tried stretching my Sella Dares last week but it didn't seem to work :/ I'll be buying a shoe stretcher soon so hopefully that works.. if not I'll havta sell them boooooooooo
Anyways, Sonisphere soon YAY
Tuesday 13 July 2010
YAY and BOO
So yesterday I got my lip pierced! FINALLLLYYYY! Im really proud of myself :)
I was adamant I wouldn't get it done without it being numbed, but when I got there they said theyr not allowed to numb it or something. Obviously I was gutted, and was begging them to do it haha. Anyways, they said to me that if i do wanna get it done the same day I would need to eat because i look so pale i look anemic, n me n dean just laughed and i said nah im wearing ALOT of makeup :P
So anyways I left and said I'll think about it, had a maccies.. well... TRIED to eat a maccies but I was far too nervous lol then afterwards I completely covered my lip in numbing cream hoping they wouldn't notice haha. Got there, and then after i'd filled in all the forms the numbing cream had worn off :P So that was a waste of time
Anywho - I went downstairs and sat on the chair, and well.. had it done haha :) I didn't even scream or cry or anything :) I can't believe it. I've wanted it done since I was 12 and now 10 years later its happened :)
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Also, on a crapper note, theres been a bit of a kaffufle lately :/ It seems that this week I've lost 2 good friends because of something which doesn't even involve me, and the sad thing is, I thought I meant more to them than that.
Dean has a tendency to say EXACTLY what hes thinking, which is good don't get me wrong, but he doesn't try to cushion it which can very easily hurt or offend people. After 6 years I've learnt to deal with it, believe me hes said some horrific things to me, but it comes as part of the package, you can't get the good parts without dealing with the bad parts.. no ones perfect.
Anyways, I understand why its hurtful what hes said, and usually when he says nasty things about people to me, instead of agreeing or arguing, its easier to accept his opinion and get on with it. Deans may have hurt them, but hes my boyfriend - not my puppet, I couldn't control him, even if I tried. If I stood in his way, he'd shout over the top of my head. I think people need to realise that instead of thinking I'm part of all this.
I just can't believe they're willing to throw away this friendship, just because of somethings hes said. Am I really that disposable?
Although I don't wanna lose any friends.. I don't think I wanna be friends with people who can play with my emotions like this and not even apologise for hurting me.
I'll never cause problems, I'll never act awkward and as far as I'm concerned I'll always be friendly with them, nothing has changed on my part - except for my opinion of them. This week I've realised that no matter how close I thought we were, it seems ending a friendship is as easy as clicking block and delete on Facebook.
I was adamant I wouldn't get it done without it being numbed, but when I got there they said theyr not allowed to numb it or something. Obviously I was gutted, and was begging them to do it haha. Anyways, they said to me that if i do wanna get it done the same day I would need to eat because i look so pale i look anemic, n me n dean just laughed and i said nah im wearing ALOT of makeup :P
So anyways I left and said I'll think about it, had a maccies.. well... TRIED to eat a maccies but I was far too nervous lol then afterwards I completely covered my lip in numbing cream hoping they wouldn't notice haha. Got there, and then after i'd filled in all the forms the numbing cream had worn off :P So that was a waste of time
Anywho - I went downstairs and sat on the chair, and well.. had it done haha :) I didn't even scream or cry or anything :) I can't believe it. I've wanted it done since I was 12 and now 10 years later its happened :)
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Also, on a crapper note, theres been a bit of a kaffufle lately :/ It seems that this week I've lost 2 good friends because of something which doesn't even involve me, and the sad thing is, I thought I meant more to them than that.
Dean has a tendency to say EXACTLY what hes thinking, which is good don't get me wrong, but he doesn't try to cushion it which can very easily hurt or offend people. After 6 years I've learnt to deal with it, believe me hes said some horrific things to me, but it comes as part of the package, you can't get the good parts without dealing with the bad parts.. no ones perfect.
Anyways, I understand why its hurtful what hes said, and usually when he says nasty things about people to me, instead of agreeing or arguing, its easier to accept his opinion and get on with it. Deans may have hurt them, but hes my boyfriend - not my puppet, I couldn't control him, even if I tried. If I stood in his way, he'd shout over the top of my head. I think people need to realise that instead of thinking I'm part of all this.
I just can't believe they're willing to throw away this friendship, just because of somethings hes said. Am I really that disposable?
Although I don't wanna lose any friends.. I don't think I wanna be friends with people who can play with my emotions like this and not even apologise for hurting me.
I'll never cause problems, I'll never act awkward and as far as I'm concerned I'll always be friendly with them, nothing has changed on my part - except for my opinion of them. This week I've realised that no matter how close I thought we were, it seems ending a friendship is as easy as clicking block and delete on Facebook.
Sunday 11 July 2010
People=Shit
Why does it seem like everyone comes with some sort of baggage?! Its rather annoying :( ...Makes me wonder whether I'm the one with the issues and everyone else is just normal. ...........What a load of crap haha everyones full of shit, I hate everyone right now. Well...... most people.
Anyways, I'm hopefully getting my lip pierced on Monday! :) I really hope I don't chicken out.. I want it done so bad I'm just scared of the pain. I've been told it doesn't hurt by so many different people, but I just can't get it out of my head :/
Oh and just for the record, today I've eaten a banana and a cup of coffee for breakfast, brown rice with vegetables and an orlistat tablet for dinner, a small bowl of strawberrys, kiwi and apple for dessert, a packet of salt & vinegar snack-a-jacks as a snack, and then a full packet of tic tacs to stop my evening hunger.
Next step is to follow the same regime, without the snack-a-jacks and tic tacs :)
I'm gonna listen to Tet and give Will Power another chance, lets hope he can help me.
Anyways, I'm hopefully getting my lip pierced on Monday! :) I really hope I don't chicken out.. I want it done so bad I'm just scared of the pain. I've been told it doesn't hurt by so many different people, but I just can't get it out of my head :/
Oh and just for the record, today I've eaten a banana and a cup of coffee for breakfast, brown rice with vegetables and an orlistat tablet for dinner, a small bowl of strawberrys, kiwi and apple for dessert, a packet of salt & vinegar snack-a-jacks as a snack, and then a full packet of tic tacs to stop my evening hunger.
Next step is to follow the same regime, without the snack-a-jacks and tic tacs :)
I'm gonna listen to Tet and give Will Power another chance, lets hope he can help me.
Friday 9 July 2010
My Birthday ...
..was great! :) Got lots of presents and had a good time! I had a few people come round to mine n we all sat off in the back garden n had a bbq n some drinks :)
So what did I get? Well...
Off Dean I'm getting these beauties..
Can't wait for them to arrive! :D Also hes getting me some fish net tights and a Machine Head hoody! wooooo :) I was originally meant to be getting boots off him, but he said he will get me them as a surprise one day and randomly turn up with them! ^_^
I also got a PVC corset which is sexuallll! :D I'll upload a photo of me wearing it after my night out next week :)
Here is a pic of everything I got on my bed :)
Also I had to cancel my birthday night out cause loads of people pulled out at the last minute :( So I'm gonna go out next week instead :) Anywhoooo thats all I have to say for today. Yeehawww.
So what did I get? Well...
Off Dean I'm getting these beauties..
Can't wait for them to arrive! :D Also hes getting me some fish net tights and a Machine Head hoody! wooooo :) I was originally meant to be getting boots off him, but he said he will get me them as a surprise one day and randomly turn up with them! ^_^
I also got a PVC corset which is sexuallll! :D I'll upload a photo of me wearing it after my night out next week :)
Here is a pic of everything I got on my bed :)
Also I had to cancel my birthday night out cause loads of people pulled out at the last minute :( So I'm gonna go out next week instead :) Anywhoooo thats all I have to say for today. Yeehawww.
Saturday 3 July 2010
365 Update
I'm so proud of myself :) I'm exactly half way through my 365! wooooo I didn't think I'd ever get this far..
I only missed one day in June, pretty good for ..181? days if i do say so myself lol
I'm also proud of myself for something else aswell. Last week Dean gave me my first guitar lesson, and I can now play major chords A,B,C,D,E,F,G and Am and Em :) Oh and at home on my own I managed to learn the intro to Fade to Black and a bit of a Sylosis sweep lol just can't get the strumming and sweeping correct yet :P
Anywayssss.. going shopping now to get my some birthday presents :)
I only missed one day in June, pretty good for ..181? days if i do say so myself lol
I'm also proud of myself for something else aswell. Last week Dean gave me my first guitar lesson, and I can now play major chords A,B,C,D,E,F,G and Am and Em :) Oh and at home on my own I managed to learn the intro to Fade to Black and a bit of a Sylosis sweep lol just can't get the strumming and sweeping correct yet :P
Anywayssss.. going shopping now to get my some birthday presents :)
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