Flats

Sooo.. the first time we bid on Simons Croft, we were 36th in the queue.
Second bid on the same type of flat same road, and we're 24th :)

That can only be a good thing. Hopefully soon we'll be in our own place hoorahh

Boob-o-phonic.....ly Awesome

Devin Townsend was awesome :) What a crazy dude he is haha, defo nerd king.

Shame Lewis couldn't get a ticket :( I'm sure we'll all get a chance to see him again in the future though.

Oh and I realised... now that I've used my final xmas present, Christmas is officially over *sigh* ..Oh well, only 292 days left until Christmas 2011 :P

Anywho, going into Uni now. Wish me luck :/

ESA & Devin

Dean got a letter today saying hes not entitled to ESA because they think he can work :/ The annoying thing is, he tells them he can't control his bowels, hes depressed and he attemted to commit suicide in October, she writes all this down at the assessment, but then in the letter it says he CAN control his bowels, hes NOT depressed and he acts fine around people. Its a joke. Oh and it says he goes out on his own which is stupid too, he doesn't go anywhere alone. Its like she just wasn't listening.
So its looking like we won't be getting a flat any time soon because they're fucking us about and theres no guarantees of anything now :/ *Sigh*

Oh well.. Devin Townsend on Sunday, which we can't even afford. Should be good anyways :) and our anniversary on the 11th yay :) I guess we'll do another 2004 and cook beans on toast with candles. If we can afford candles that is..

P.S. The Rite (film) was pretty good. Alright anyways defo worth a watch. Not too scary which is good, and Anthony Hopkins is a legend.

Bleh

Wow, its been pretty eventful lately.

So, I'll start off by saying, RUNESCAPE IS AWESOOMMMME ♥ I'm so glad free trade is back. Its just so much better. My friend from Uni has an interview there for a placement too, which is great. I'm hoping he might get the job and then make me a player mod haha Yeah, I'll keep dreamin :P

Kinda wish I'd applied for Jagex too, it could have been me going down there for an interview :/ But oh well.. being in the situation where I have to leave everything behind to work in Cambridge.. I don't think I could do it. .... Maybe one day :) When Deans better and he can come with me wooo

In the meantime, I'll stick with shitty Liverpool. Yep, we bid on our first flat XD So excited. I'm fairly certain we won't get it though. Its on Deans Mums street.. hah! Yeah, I'll keep dreamin for this aswell lol. Still.. feel like we're on our way now :) Its only a matter of time. This time next week, I could be saying we're moving in haha Its so strange.. but SOOO GOOOOD.

Aaaand, well, then theres Uni. Kinda fucked myself up :/ I've gotten really far behind, and I'm in a muddle where I probably can't pick up the pieces now. I'm going to speak to my tutor soon, and see what he recommends I do. I can't really say much more on it. Its my own fault, and I don't wanna ramble on about it because it'll just upset me, and I'm trying to stay positive right now :)

Ermmm.. so yeah, also, I made a website for Deans band, Korn Again. It was pretty good, for like a few days work. It could have been better, but I didn't have much time.. I had to put it up asap because their promoter was down their throats about it. I thought they were happy with it, and it was meant to be going on the .co.uk, but a lot of shit happened with the guy who was meant to be hosting it. Asking me to change the code for the whole site because its 'good practise', and all stuff like that. Then at the last minute, without any warning, my site had 'problems' and he made his own and used that. I wasted so much time, going to their house to sort it out, and then he takes over the whole thing and I don't even get any heads up. I even asked what was wrong with my site, and he had no explanation and just said to 'Keep our squabbles between ourselves' (meaning me and the guys from Korn Again).
Feel pretty betrayed to be honest, going out of my way for my friends, and then he supposedly has problems and makes one himself without even telling me what was wrong, and they love him for it.
Well, hes made a good website anyway, there are problems with it though, and it does look a little unprofessional if I say so myself especially when its made for a band as mighty as the UKs NO1 Korn Tribute (not sarcasm... a little cheesy... they're good what can I say? lol), but whatever anyways. By the way, I'm not blowing smoke up my own ass here, mine wasn't perfect either haha. I'm just a bit bleh at the fact.. well, no1 even explained why theyre using his instead. I feel a little bit used to be honest.

I'm giving up on trying to please other people from now on, I want to help people and bands as much as I can, and unfortunately I let it impeed on my own life too much. My own fault, probably. But ultimately, I've probably not helped anyone, I've just made extra work for myself and lost friends in the process. Great.

Oh and I've put on 2 pound. I love my life.

Anyway, everything sucks, but you get on with it. Going to the cinema now with Dean :)


EDIT: Just realised I was meant to be keeping positive haha Oh well.