*sigh*

I'd do anything to be 9 stone.... :( I wish there was a magic pill to give you will power

Woooo early christmas :D

Today I got an early Christmas present off Dean! He got me 3 packs of Hama beads and a big bag of Pony beads :D EXCELEEENT gonna have fun playing with them!

Comparison me in March 2005 and Nov 2010

OK SO THE GREY ANSWERS ARE FROM 6 MARCH 2005.. GREEN ARE MY ANSWERS ON 21/11/2010. LETS SEE HOW MUCH I'VE CHANGED IN 5 YEARS HAHA :)

i cant sleep so ive decided to steal and fiull this is about myself lol...

This should be interesting to see how much I've changed in 5 years hehe ^_^

Name: Rhiannon aka Rei - Rhiannon aka Rei

Sex: female - female
Age: 16 - 22.... devastated lmao
Birthday: 5th July - 5th July
Place of Birth: Liverpool - Liverpool
Siblings: 1 - 1
Parents: 2, however farther lives in Leicester - My Mummy ...oh yeah and my Dad who I don't know haha
Pets: Snake - Cornelious, buying fish 2moro hopefully!, and soon to begettin a cat too ^_^ (maybe) - 2 Cats called Nemo & Pippin, 1 Gecko Lizard called Lizzy (Dean named her haha)
Height: 5'10" - 5'10
Hair Color: Black with tremendously disgusting brown roots (i will be dying it asap!) - Freshly dyed bright red :) Poppy red to be exact haha
Eye Color: Grey/Green, Dean seems to think they have a bit of Blue in though too lol - Greeny/Bluey/Grey :P
Eye Color of Choice: Green - Green
Writing Hand: Write Right - The RIGHT hand to use
Current Residence: Litherland - Litherland

BODY ILLS AND SKILLS
Nervous Habits: Twirling Hair, Shaking Leg, Fidgiting in general - Biting Lip, Shaking Leg & fidgeting
Do you bite your nails?: nah - I do but only when they're chipped
Do you pick your nose?: nah - Nope not reallllly, maybe once or twice in my life lmao Nothing like Dean though! Hes picking his nose like every 5 minutes haha
Are you double jointed?: nope - Nooo

Can you roll your tongue?: yeh - Yep :)
Can you raise one eyebrow at a time?: yeh lol - Not really, I lost the ability to do this :( Now I can only kinda raise one... *Sigh* I guess this is what old age feels like

Can you blow smoke rings?: nah - Nope lol
Can you blow spit bubbles?: yeh, its fun! ^_^ - Yeah haha only on special occasions though :P
Can you flare your nostrils?: yep - Haha yeaaah
Can you cross your eyes?: yep - Yeah but it makes me feel all weird and disorientated when I do it hahaha

Tattoos?: not yet... attempting to get over fear of needles first - OK after years of councelling I got over my phobia of needles WOOOO GO ME :D but still no tattoos not yet anyways.... soon lol
Piercings and where?: none yet, wanting tongue and lip done - Lip and Ears done :D Getting my tongue done soooooon
Do you make your bed daily?: no way josé!! - NO WAY JOSÉ! haha Definitely not... only Deans bed cause it hurts to lye on otherwise cause its so messy :P

CLOTHES
Which shoe goes on first?: whichever i pick up off the floor first i guess - Still, whichever I pick up first haha

Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at anyone?: not that i remember, ive beat many ppl with shoes tho - Very likely yes.... but I can't remember haha
On the average, how much money do you carry in your purse/wallet?: about a tenner - About 1-3quid at most.. I usually have my card with me nowadays lol
What jewelry do you wear 24/7?: my gummy braclets, white platted sorta bracletsy friendshipy sorta thing lol, coffin necklace - Stretch Choker, Lip Ring, S.o.p.h.i.e wristband, gummy bracelets, Festival wristbands
What's sexiest on a guy: erm.. lip ring, make up (dont ask), gothic clothing, gel'd/dark hair - Eyes, Jaw, Arms, Hands, Muscles (Gothic clothing and lip rings and dark hair are good too haha... not make up though... lol)

Would you rather be on time and look OK or 10 minutes late and look great?: meh, not assed really lol. depends wer im goin. If it college i always look bad n dont care, if its anywer else i try 2 look ok lol - Be 10 minutes late and look great OBVIOUSLY haha... I never look great though.. :/

Favorite Piece of Clothing: Rainbow Scarf - If boots count then my New Rock spring platform 373s :) Otherwise i'd say my black denim skirt. I still have that rainbow scarf btw haha
Pajamas: One of Deans t-shirts duz me fine (theyr strangely comfortable, and its great koz wen im wearing one that usually means deans around which means i get a cuddle at night! ^-^) - I totally agree with my statement from 2005 haha, a Deany t-shirt and some Deany boxers are awesome (clean obv haha)

FOOD
Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?: twirl - twirl
Have you ever eaten Spam?: probably once.. - I have... its nasty
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: im not assed about ice cream, unless its mint chocolate chip or a mr whippy! - My previous statement still stands, mint choc chip or mr whippy or im not assed haha
What's your favorite beverage?: hmmm no idea really. i jus drink nethin, lol. errrr hot chcolate, water, semi skimmed milk, coffee, somerfields lemonade - Monster, Dr Pepper, Cherry coke, Cream Soda, Strawberry Milkshake, Coffee, Tea, Soco & Lemonade, Jagerbombs
What's your favorite restaurant?: erm, mcdonalds, any chinese restaurant, kfc, pizza hut, caesars palace *starts to get hungry*, - Barburrito, McDonalds, KFC, All you can eat chinese buffet
What utensils do you use to eat pizza?: my handsssss - Hanndsss
Do you cook?: no, but i love baking cakes!! - When I have to.. and its usually beans on toast, soup, chips, sausage rolls, chicken nuggets, noodles, spaghetti, toast, or i'm baking a cake :P

GROOMING
How often do you brush your teeth?: Uhm every day lol - Twice a day, sometimes once a day if i forget haha
How often do you shower/bathe?: well every 2/3 days i get a bath, i wash myself every day though. We'r getting a shower soon tho, so i will probs av 1 mur often lol - Still the same, every 2-3 days haha Our showers broke and I hate getting a shower cause its either too hot or too cold :(
How long does your shower last?: well only time i ever get a shower is in deans *coughs* so.. 30mins/an hour? lol - Usually around 45mins
Hair drying method: Used 2 use hair drier then straighten, now i usually just towel dry then leave it - Towel dry then leave until I'm going somewhere then I straighten. Trying to refrain from straightening atm though as my hairs in bad condition lol
Have you ever colored/highlighted your hair?: yep, its dyed black, and has been 4 years - Yeah, first time in 2000 black, then black red then black again, then went pink in 2005 and since then I've had millions of shades of pink, purple, blue, turquoise, red, ginger, brown, plum.. the list goes on
Do you paint your nails?: yeah, when i can be assed. It usually starts to come off within a day or 2 and is then chipped for about a week so i rarely bother - Yeah usually black and usually chipping haha
MANNERS
Do you swear?: fuck no! - Sometimes too much haha
Do you ever spit? eugh no way, i swallow lol - Oh lordy, I can't believe how foul mouthed I was in 2005 lmfao but no.. I don't spit hahaha

WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE
Actor/Actress: hmmm... too many 2 say i suppose - Morgan Freeman
Animal: Cat - Cat
Food: Lol check profile thing - Burrito, Spaghetti Bolognese, McDonalds, KFC, Roast Dinners
Month: July, December - Hmmm.. March, July and December
Day: Fridays - Friday
Cartoon: Hmm simpsons, disney films, futurama etc. I generally just watch anime/manga tho - Family Guy, American Dad
Flower: lol.. erm tulips r nice ^-^ n roses r passionate - Tulips
Shoe Brand: meh wateva floats my canoe i guess. Preffered New Rock boots, but i lurve my rainbow gola half of baseball boots! - New Rock boots, Rocket Dogs boots, DC Trainers, and I looooove Demonia shoes but they're awkward sizes and only for special occasions :)
Subject in school: I.T., Graphics, Science was kewl too *ohhh the memories* - Ok well obv they still stand so... uni? None I don't like any subjects in Uni haha ok well.. maybe programming
Color: Black, red, purple - Black, red
Sport: Erm... BMXin, Skateboardin, Wrestlin. Most extreme sports rly - Hmmm.. Yoga :) on my wii fit, and aerobics! haha and ermm UFC.. is that a sport? haha and wrestling to a certain extent i guess.
Body part on you: hmmmm... my eyes - hmmm...i like nothing about me :( well.. ok my eyes
Body part on the opposite/same sex: His eyes, smile, hands, hair - Think i've just answered this but ok.. Eyes, Hands, Arms, Muscles, Smile
TV show: Coronation Street - House, Lie to me, CSI
10 Celebrities You'd Like To Screw: 10 CELEBRITIES?!?! FUCK OFF Lol ermmm Bam Margera, Chris Finch, Bill Gates, Johnny Depp, Ville Valo, Joey Jordison, Kud, Marilyn Manson, Tripp Eisen, Jeremy Clarkson - LOL at 2005 statement.. Tripp Eisen.. if only I knew at the time that he was a pedo :') Anywho.. fucking havent even got a clue lemme have a think... ok.... haven't got a clue I'll come back to this one haha
10 Celebrities You Wish You Looked Like: Dita Von Teese, Milla Jovovich, Gwen Stefani, Drew Barrymore, Rishu, Michelle Pfeiffer, Kate Beckinsale, Natalie Portman, Winona Ryder, Milo de fetus - Hmmmmm... Milla Jovovich, Gwen Stefani, Michelle Pfeiffer, Taylor Swift, Christina Aguilera lol.. to name a few...

Holiday: Birthday, Xmas - Halloween, Xmas, Birthday
Book: Pfft.. - LOL I've never been a big reader :')
Vacationing Spot: *wish list* Japan, New York, San Diego, New Zealand - Maldives, California, Dominican Republic, Knebworth
Thing To Do In The Spring: Erm i duno.. plant stuff? - Clean haha eugh. Nah.. go swimming :)
Thing To Do In The Summer: Go storm chasin yeaaaaaaaaaah! - Haha wooo storm chasing :P Nah, buy me presents haha

Thing To Do In The Fall: put out ur hands for safety? - Lol i like my 2005 answer :P But my real answer is, get the electric blanket out haha
Thing To Do In The Winter: Get wrapped up all cozy and snuggle up ^-^ - <<<>
Perfume or Cologne: Can i choose Deans drier? - For me - Cerutti, for him - Bulgari Aqua
Game: hmmm, Rollercoaster tycoon, Twister, Monopoly (altho im poo at it!), any type of puzzles, scrabble - Rollercoaster Tycoon, Runescape, Guitar Hero to name a few :P

IN AND AROUND
The CD Player: *checks* CKY compil., altho i dont use my cd player, i use winamp! lol - Ok *checks spotify* ;) .... Nine Inch Nails, Scar Symmetry, Sylosis, Combichrist, Fear Factory, Coal Chamber
Person you talk most on the phone with: uhm probs Dean, then my mum - Hmmmm seen as my phone is now basically a life hub with Phone/text/blackberry messenger/msn/facebook this question is kinda invalid haha but, probs Leah.

Ever taken a cab?: O_o my life revolves around cabs these days! - lol Yeah, not as often as i used to though
Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors?: Not really, unless sum1 i like 2 luk nice 4 is around =P - Unfortunately... yes haha I don't mean to though it just happens.
What color is your bedroom?: Dark Purple, Black and silver ^_^ - Red walls, black starry glow in the dark border, black carpet :) Matches my hair haha
Do you use an alarm clock?: Occasionally i set my fone alarm wen i can b assed - Yeah so I can get up in the morning haha
Name one thing you are obsessed with: Coronation Street - Monster drink lol
Have you ever skinny-dipped with the opposite sex?: no =( - Nope haha
Ever sunbathed nude?: Sunbathe? Do you realise who ur talking 2 here?? lol - Noooo haha don't do that kinda thing unless on a super holiday lol (Super holiday being Dominican Republic) :P
Window seat or aisle?: window - Windooowwww

LA LA LAND
What's your sleeping position?: side in a ball, or spooning, or being spooned - Alternate big and little spoon, and on my side
What kind of bed do you like?: Double beds, and deans bed - Double beds, or kingsize beds.. i hate deans bed haha
Even in hot weather do you use a blanket?: yeah, a thin 1 - Yup because stupid Dean always has the fan on :@
Do you snore?: Dunno, never awake to know. No1s ever mensioned it tho. - Don't think so
Do you sleepwalk?: Nah - No
Do you talk in your sleep?: I think i mumble.. =/ - Yeah haha sometimes anyways.. soo embarrasin
Do you sleep with a stuffed animals?: my bed is covered in them! lol - Not anymore.. i have Dean and my cats now :P

How about with the light on?: sumtimes i fi cant b assed gettin up 2 turn it off - Can't sleep unless its dark lol
Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on?: Yeh, sumtimes - Yeah sometimes lol

QUESTIONS
What do you look for in a guy?: Personality mainly, but first impressions are everything i spose - Haven't looked for a guy in nearly 7 years :P But if I was then it'd be personality i guess
What is the first thing you notice when you look at a guy?: Eyes, hair, smile - Height funnily enough haha, hair, eyes and arms too lol
What do you think of cheating?: NOOOOOOOOOOOO DONT DO IT!! IT HURTS ='( - Veryyyyy bad

Tell the truth: okilydokily - Lol ok

WHICH IS BETTER
Coke or Pepsi?: Coke - Diet coke
Oranges or apples?: Oranges - Oranges
One pillow or two?: 2 - 2 thin ones
Deaf or blind?: Deaf - Deaf
Pools or hot tubs?: Pools - Hot tub although pools are good too
Blondes or brunettes?: Brunettes - Brunette
TV or radio?: TV - TV
Beach or pool?: pool - Beach
Tic-Tacs or Certs?: Tic Tacs - Cherry Tic tacs :)
Snooze button or jump out of bed?: Snoooooze =) - Shnoooozly
Sunrise or Sunset?: sunset - Sunset
Hamburger or Cheeseburger?: mchamburgers are sooo nice, but so r mccheeseburgers ohh i cant choose!. mccheeseburgers it is - Double cheeseburger mmmmmm :)
Morning or night?: night Night
Sports or news?: news - News lol
Indoors or outdoors?: Indoors - Depends on the situation lol

Christmas Eve or Christmas Day?: Eve - Day
Cake or ice cream?: cake *yum* - Mmmm cake
Spicy or Mild?: mild - Mild
Spearmint or Peppermint?: spearmint - Spearmint always
Call or Write?: both - Write
Peanut Butter or Jelly?: Peanut Butter - Peanut Butter but its soooo fattening :(
Hamburger or Hot Dog?: mchamburger - Foot long hot dog, otherwise a hamburger
Dog or Cat?: cat - Catttt
Bath or shower?: shower - Shower
Book or Movie?: Movie - Movie
Green or Red apples?: Red - Neither i don't like apples anymore
Rain or Snow?: snow - Snooowww
Nike or Adidas?: Adidas (for the simple fact that its all i ever used 2 wear in my youngen days..lol) - Adidas cause ... ALL DAYYY IIII DREAM ABOUUUT SEEEEX

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
Took a shower?: in deans the other day - Funnily enough in Deans the other day haha
Watched Bambi: about 3/4months ago! ^_^ - Years ago :(
Cried?: ermmm 2 days go - Hmmmm cant remember
Talked on the phone?: a day ago 2 dean - This afternoon to my mum
Read a book?: fuck knows - Haha ermmm.. does the newspaper count? If so like a2 weeks ago
Punched someone?: hmmm bour a week ago lol i pretended 2 punch dean but i got him. i dont even think he noticed tho lol *^_^* - Probably Dean sometimes this week :P

THE FUTURE
Where do you see yourself in ten years?: Working sumwer, like a museum, library, worlds apart, quiggins - Haha awww at my 2005 comment :P Half way there and I'm pretty sure in 5 years thats not where I'm gonna be.. oh well. In 10 years I'll be... 32 *CRIIIES* Ok maybe working for a games company? I hope either that or maybe a supermarket :P
Who are you going to marry?: lol im not psychic, hopefully dean tho =) lol - Well... hopefully Dean haha we'll see
How many kids?: 1/2 - 1 or 2 maybe
Your profession: Web Designer, Game Designer, Palaeontologist, or jus workin in a shop like quiggins.. lol - Lol Games programmer or designer or something? I'm on the right path anyways with my uni course :P
Car of Your Dreams: Aston Matrin Vanquish, Carrera GT, - Audi r8 or an Audi TT :)
I wanna live: in Japan - in California

LOLLLL THAT WAS FUUUN :) I haven't changed too much ^_^

Friday

Friday

Frankincense = AWESOMMMMME
Rhys n Jens house = AWESOMMMMME

:D

Yeah, friday was a good day. Frankincense had 3 new songs: California Sun, Lost (I think it was called lost anyways) and Changing Lanes.. although I'd heard California Sun and Changing Lanes before haha. T'was good, really like the new songs :) California Sun is probs my fave. Its weird, I'm not into that type of music or anything but I can appreciate when a song/band/music is good, and yeah.. Frankincense are good.

Rhys n Jens house afterwards was pretty funny :') When we arrived Rhys was already gone, and ended up being the entertainment for the night haha Got some really funny videos :')

Gig times

Carcer City, The Defiled, Exit Ten, Sylosis... WAS AWESOOOOOME.

Yeah, Carcer City & Exit Ten were a bit meh, but The Defiled were good and Sylosis were amazing so all is good :D

Exciting

So, an unexplained missile has been launched off the coast of America and no one knows what it is.. how exciting!! >.< style="font-weight: bold;">"Maybe Aliens were living on earth and now they're making their way home to begin a full on Alien invasion/destruction of the earth."

Lmfao, obviously I've been watching too much television/excited for the new Skyline film! haha

Is it sad that I'd love to die like that? How awesome would that be?! Killed by Aliens who invade the Earh and kill us all.. War of the Worlds styley haha yeahhhh :D Only boring people want to die peacefully :P

Story here:
http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-us-canada-11721981

~~♥~~

In other news, I'll be seeing these sexy beasts tonight....

....without Jamie, CRYYYYYY. But its for free, so I shouldn't really complain :')

I C A N T W A I T ♥ ♥ ♥

Mathhhs

Omg, I've been dreaming about numbers and maths for about a week now! My coursework sucked but luckily its over and done with and handed in, lets just hope I never have to do it ever again haha

Oh and I have an awesome idea for a tattoo. Obviously I still want the borg implants tattoo, but now I want "LIVE LONG AND PROSPER" on my wrist XD We'll see haha

Love this ♥

Someone teach me how to make this jumper pleaaase ♥

Its been a while

Its been so long since I posted on this blog, Octobers been pretty hectic :( I actually think I've missed like 50% of my daily photos for October aswell cause my heads been elsewhere.

I'm not gonna go into details for obvious reasons, but anywho, Dean was admitted into hospital at the start of October :( and was put on a drip n stayed in overnight. Most traumatic time of my life probably tbh, i hated it. Thought I was gonna lose him forever.

Anyways, hes getting better now so all is looking up. I've been spending alot more time with him, well... actually I think I've been away from him overnight like once or twice since the whole ordeal. I know deep down, this really isn't for the best thing to do for either of us because its getting harder and harder to spend time away from him but I just can't help it. Dean said to me he doesn't really like being on his own and wants to spend more time with me, and I'm having this weird attachment were I just never want to leave.

I guess the truth is, I'm worried if I leave him I won't see him again and then I'll be left here on my own.. silly I know lol. Oh well, just another thing I'll need to overcome with time.

We went to the hospital again today over his IBD and they've changed his medication because the Mezavant wasn't really working. I realllly hope this works. We also went to the Citizens Advice over all the shit thats been going on with Deans debts and ESA, and its looking like its gonna be sorted within the next few weeks which is good :)

Anywhoooooooo... off that cause its just boring talk as is most of my blog haha Really got into V the past few weeks, me n dean have been watching it but we havta wait until January now to see what the weird crocodile aliens are gonna do haha :P Oh and we're actually into X Factor at the moment! haha crazy shit. If Wagner doesn't go soon, then its just a joke and he should win :P Im pretty sure Simon will end up rigging it so he gets kicked off eventually though.. surely he can't let this go on for much longer :P