Things I want to say to people....

Just some things I want to say to people, but either haven't got the chance, can't bring myself to say it or ... i dunno this just makes it easier lmao. Maybe you'll know its about you, maybe you won't, and maybe most of you won't even read this.

1] I'm sorry for the way things went, I didn't mean to treat you like I did. And I'm sorry I haven't really thought about you lately too, alot has happened the past few weeks. It doesn't mean I didn't love you any less that the others.

2] Please come my way, I want to see you so bad.

3] I am really worried about you, alot is going on at the moment and I don't know how you will cope. I don't want you to hurt yourself or anyone else.

4] Stay strong, I wish I could help but I know I can't.

5] I never meant to hurt you so bad

6] I know we've had our ups and downs, but its time for me to make it up to you because I love you so much, and don't wanna lose touch like we did ever again.

7] To be quite frank, you creep me out. I wish I wasn't such a nice person sometimes because I would severe the connection straight away.

8] I miss you so much already, but I know you knew I was there all that time with you, and I know you would be so grateful aswell. You have been like a father to me, and I sometimes wonder how I will go on without you here.

9] Why do you have to be so horrible sometimes? I know you probably don't like me, but I do try my best.

10] I have grown to really value your friendship, I hope we stay in touch.

11] I don't know why and I know i shouldn't, but I wish we could be friends. We have so much in common. Its such a shame, I don't think it will ever happen.

12] The feeling is mutual, I wish you would speak to me before its too late.

13] Whats your problem? Either say something or fuck off.

14] I love you so much, I know I never say it but I do. I would be lost without you

15] You are my life, and although we argue quite alot, I love you more and more everyday and I don't think you realise it sometimes.

16] You've made a complete mess :(

17] You're a really nice person and I'm proud to finally call you a friend. Oh and I want to thank you for everything you've done for someone very special to me, you're a star

18] Listen boy, you need to stop fucking around, you've got a gem there and I don't think you realise it.

19] I know you can be horid sometimes, but I know you don't mean it. I love ya and I don't think I'd ever be able to say it, I just hope you know I do.

20] You confuse me, do you like me or not? Sometimes I think you do, but then you just act totally different all of a sudden. I don't know whether thats just your way with me or not, arghh confusing! :(

21] I hope we can become closer, I've missed you these past few years. I've made alot of mistakes in the past, and losing you as a close/best friend was one of them.

22] OMG what the hell are you dooooing? You're an adult, take responsibility for your life and what you've created. I don't know whether your having a mental breakdown or are just a bitch, but either way PLEASE get it sorted, if not for your sake but for the people around you.

23] I miss you so much, I was only young when it happened and I didn't realise what it meant at the time. With the passing of Grandad it brought back so many happy memories, which are actually getting me down. I now realise I didn't actually know you that long, but it doesn't change that fact that I love and miss you.

24] I love ya so much, you're so beautiful and intelligent, and I know you will go far when you're older :)

25] To whoever you are, please just get a life and stop sucking other peoples asses for a living.

26] Although I don't know how you feel about me, and to be quite honest I don't think you like me, I do like you and consider you a friend.

27] Haha you're awesome! You're proper funny but you listen too, I think you sum up everything that a person could want in a friend. I'm proud to call you a mate =]

28] I do feel sorry for you, but keep your chin up cause he loves ya he just doesn't show it very well. I don't think he knows how to show his emotions to you

29] To both of you, thank you for everything you've done for me these past few years. I see you as family, and I hope it will stay that way =]

**Can't really think of anymore now.. If i do ill add them lol**

In Our Hearts

Paddys Night 2009 - Me & My Grandad r.i.p :(

We thought of you with love today,
But that is nothing new.
We thought about you yesterday.
And days before that too.
We think of you in silence.
We often speak your name.
Now all we have is memories.
And your picture in a frame.
Your memory is our keepsake.
With which we’ll never part.
God has you in his keeping.
We have you in our heart.

-A beautiful poem by Rose de Leon