Tattoo?

Yeah, you heard it right, i am actually thinking of getting a tattoo for my 18th Birthday lol

Blame Leah, she put the idea in my head anyway.. im still only in the decision stage yet but i have though about it thoroughly so i will hopefully make the right decision!

I know i won't be scared as i went with Laura to get hers, and although she screamed her head off and bruised my hand.. it doesn't actually look so bad!

Anyway, here are the tattoos i am going to consider getting if i do decide to get one..

**please note.. i WILL be changing these on my computer with Photoshop to my own specification. These are other peoples designs at the moment and i want my tattoo to be 'me' if you get what i mean lol**

I like this one because it is simple, yet effective. If i were to get this, i'd change the wings from green to a rainbowy colour. Also i would probably change the hair colour

I like this one alot, its very gothic and tim burtony.. yet also its a fairy and its pretty Im just not sure on the eyes.. i'd probably change them!

I like this one cause its a butterfly and its cute :) It'd be good for a first ever tattoo sorta thing. Just really small and dinky. Maybe in a different colour too

Would be nice around my wrist, like star dust getting smaller as it ascends up my arm, maybe in a rainbow colour too? :)

I like this one, as i like butterflies and its rainbowy and it has stars too! Also its kinda tribally and i like tribal tattoos!

Favourites

This one is very me already and is one of my favourites might i add! I don't think i would ever get bored of this either ^_^

Defo a favourite, its gothic, cute, and very me indeed ^_^

And now

And now you have my very favourite, and probably the one i would get if i was going to get one to be honest lol. Its just .. sexy lol I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So there you have it.. will i get one? Who knows lol

Rik & Daves wedding

Fabulous! Absolutely fab!

I had my hair done all nice, its bright pink again and layered ^_^ My clothes were perfect thanks to my mum! I was white and silver in the day and black and red by night. Oh and i had my nails done too!

The ceremony was gorgeous and Rikki looked fucking stunning I loved her dress ^_^ I was nearly crying when she was walking down the aisle, i had to hold it back because i had no tissue! lol

Also Dean did really well, i was so proud of him!! He played Nothing Else Matters as she walked down the aisle, then Sanitarium and Close Yet Far when they were signing the certificate that was another thing that was nearly making me cry lol!

As soon as i walked into the town hall, i saw Dean and he just was so pretty :) he shone like a star! Honest not being corny lol. He had his hair all straightened and he had his suit on ^_^ i was sooo happy that i got to walk over to him and hug him. And then first thing he said to me when i walked over and hugged him was "You look gorgeous" Was the perfect beginning to the day :D

He had stayed at Daves the night, so i didn't get to stay with him the night before unfortunately. But i arrived at his house to see Rikki and Helen at about 11am. At the time only Paul Elaine and Jim were there, with Rik n Helen upstairs getting ready. I got some Cherry Lambrini (Which is really nice by the way!) and just had a really good laugh, met loads of new people.. and had a blast really! (omg i reminded myself of Lisa from Big Bro then! lol)

After the ceremony we all stood outside when Rik and Dave walked out, and i threw a massive clump of Confetti at them! HA! lol

Anyway after that we got on the coach and went to the Barbacoa which was a really nice place and had our meal. Dean and I were sitting on a table with Tara, karl, Antony n Kate which was cool because we all had a laugh. Funniest of all was Dean getting a kids meal due to his fussy ways! He had Chips Beans n Chicken Nuggets whilest we had a roasty :) And then, when we got cups of tea of coffee he chose tea and *thinking it was milk* poured cream into his tea! it was meant for the coffee and he didnt know lol he drank it anyway :P

The party was good afterwards too, had a real good laugh. My brother was the worst and probably the talk of the night with his mad dancing! lol We think someone slipped something into his drink.. i have no idea. I tasted his drink thought and nothing happened to me :S! lol

Also my mum finally met Deans family properly :)My mum n Elaine his mum seemed to get on quite well which was good! I knew they would get on anyway because they have quite alot in common

Anyway, in conclusion, it was a brilliant night and once again me and dean decided we were gonna have more of a social life and go out more often :P Will it happen in reality? who knows.. probably not! lol

Hope Dave n Rik have a really nice honeymoon They loved their present off me and my mum too! I named a star for them, its called 'The Rikki Dave Star" lol And it gives you the coordinates so they can look at it whenever they want.

Eurovision and other news

wow, i can't believe Lordi won! well done guys! They deserved to win, and thanks to my help they won! yaaay.. and Helens help as she let me vote off her phone! lol

Im a bit dissapointed that we got so low down again this year Im rather a big fan of the Euovision Song Contest, and im dying for the day when we have such a good act that we win! I would pay £50 for a ticket to go see it.. yes.. yes i would ^_^ THEN AGAIN, I WAS SUPPORTING FINLAND SO NERHHH! lol

Also Lithuania were my second favourite act! LT United rule! lol I have their song stuck in my head EVEN NOW! Its been in mine and Deans head all weekend lol *we are the winners.. of eurovision.. we are we are.. we are we are..* Yeah.. they are.. under Lordi! lol

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Also in other news, i went to see the Da Vinci Code last night.. it was good i liked it! Bit confusing at times, i had to ask what was going on alot of the time lol! Oh well ^.^

Alsssssoooo i actually discovered ANOTHER Rei living in LIVERPOOL the other day.

YEAH ITS TRUE!!

And she goes to Litherland High.. MY OLD SCHOOL! lmao scary. As she has some of the same friends as me aswell i was sencing a bit of, well lets just say.. im the best Everyone loves me kinda thing! lol Was weird at first.. but now i don't care ^_^

Why? Because she has earnt my nickname lol. She likes Sailor Moon, Vampire Hunter D, she actually knows what Manga means, AND LIKES THE BIRTHDAY MASSACRE! FAVE SONG VIDEO KID.. MY THIRD FAVE SONG LOL. Thats enough convincing for me thanks! hehe

loopy eh!

Thats all folks! Rei x

How could i forget to include this?...

5 DAYS!!

19TH MAY 2006

*drools* Could this be, the best film ive seen yet? I sure think so!!

*typhoo type* Oooo ^_^

Fucking Hell, i love the Da Vinci Code so much!! THE HOLY GRAIL IIIISSSS MARY MAGDALENE WHAT DO I TELL YOU!??!

Rikkis Hen Night.. and other stuff

Well, went to Rikki and Daves pre-hen night/stag do get together last night at the Priory was pretty cool.

Got there at about half 7, free drinks all night (thanks to all the nice people buying them for me muwahaha!), Got a nice little tag with my name on and some rainbowy fairy wings! lmao As i decided not to go into town with the girls though, i gave the wings to Kate ^_^

After the Priory at about half 9, Dean and I went onto the Showcase Cinema and saw MI3 hehe was cool to get out together as we hadn't been out in a while due to him being in the band. We went to Maccies had our usuals, and then brought some burgers into the film with us lol (the screening was empty too, just us in there! ^_^)

Anyway, all in all it was a great night and im glad me n dean r cool again!!

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Also, my mum bought me a silver top and bag to go with my silver shoes! yaaaay theyr pretty! And i finally got my dress for the evening of the wedding! Its black with a red flowery design at the bottom :) All i need is to get some Black shoes to go with it! AND i tried my white dress on again for the ceremony and its nice! :D Im gonna wear my silver shoes and bag with it! SORTED! Just need some Silver Jewelery (ahem, Leah! lol) and some nice shiny black shoes

On other news, I am coping with Dean leaving Triphazard alright i guess. It's hard, because i really love the band, but it hurts to think about them now. I wont go on about why, i have no need to go into 'deep feelings' on here, it only attracts unwelcomed attention. Anywho, I have to carry on with my college work on the band, which is hard as i did plan on seeking their advice on how to style it etc, now i will have to make it all up off the top of my head (Could be a good thing i guess but I dont know.. i may be able to explore my creative side now)

I didnt want him to leave the band, and i still want him to go back, as i keep teling him. However, i may say this as much as i want, but a part of me is glad i have my old Dean back.

The doubts of mine and his future were pulling us apart as soon as he got serious in the band. The thought of him going on tour.. i know i wouldn't have coped with him not being there for me. I won't deny i always felt uncomfortable with him being in a band with girls anyway (not in a bad way ofcourse, I love Stef and Jen) I think most people will understand.. it was a girlfriend type of jealousy that developed. Most people ive spoke to about this say its understandbale that i felt like this. Ofcourse, i tried not to show it at the time, as i didn't want to come between him and his career. I stood by him all the way.

Anyway, since he has left the band we have been alot closer. I've realised that the person i met in March 04 is still there We have been going out alot more which is good too. I missed him when he never came out places with me. He was either with the band (which was understandable ofcourse) or had no money because he'd spent it on band rehersals.

He's made it clear now that hes not getting back in the band, and i respect his decision, even though i do want him to go back. Now he just wants to be left alone to get on with his life. One good thing? Hes more enthusiastic about going to college in September to get his qualifications!! lol

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Next to come in my ENORMOUS blog today, ive got 4 weeks left till i leave college, and i F U C K E D!! I just hope what ive done so far as good.

Also, my Download Festival tickets were stolen from the bloody box office last Saturday!! Went into town last week to ask what will happen, and they said come back the first week in June to collect the replacements! WE LEAVE FOR DONINGTON IN THE FIRST WEEK OF JUNE. twats

To finalise my blog, i just want to say.. ive really developed a fascination with Spongebob Square Pants lately.. again. Ive decided i live in a pineapple under the sea

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hmmm

*sigh* my life is so complicated, stressful and depressing.

I don't know what i want anymore..