Monday 27 January 2014

Diethylpropion update

Went back to the clinic.. Only lost 2lbs. Dissapointing to say the least :/

Its motivated me to push a lot harder though this week hehe. I wasnt wanting to lose dramatic amounts anyways but i was hoping for atleast 4/5lbs. Ahh well nevermind :)

Thursday 23 January 2014

Diethylpropion Day 3

Been really good today only drank water all day :) ive been good with food too and been eating every 3 hours. Not really feeling hungry altho i think i will after ive been the gym haha Only side effect ive noticed again is the dry mouth, no headaches thank god :) 

I decided not to go bak to the clinic yesterday because ive not been on them long enough to get clear results, gonna go back on Sat morning which will be day 6. Just hope ive lose a few pounds!! Lol

Wednesday 22 January 2014

Deans 25th Birthday Night Out :)

Went out last friday for Deans birthday and Johns 50th, had a realy good night although it was really expensive and town was dead. Highlight was probs spittin my chewy out by laughin so hard loooool 

Here are some pics from the night, although for some reason Sara isnt in any of the pics with us! Boooo lol


Selfieeee


Me and Leah got Kitkat chunkys hehe


Mine n Saras Denace the menace cocktails! Sooo gooood :)







Tuesday 21 January 2014

Diethylpropion Day 2

Day 2 and I'm feeling reaaaallly tired today :/ Went the gym this morning n then did Sauna Steam after which was really nice defo wanna get back on it :) Only got 5 hours sleep after though which really isnt enough for me lol

So far today for breaky ive had banana on toast, and I'm going to my mums for soon for a salad :) Ive also got a little Graze snack for my midday snack later on. 

Once again got a dry mouth but its makin me drink lots of water which is a good thing lol. Got my appoitment with the clinic again tomorrow to discuss how I'm getting on n weighed, however not expecting big changes as I've only been on them for 3 days. We'll see 😊

Diethylpropion

I'm going to start keeping track of my progress while using this drug, mainly for my own benefit but also for anyone else who might be interested in giving it a go :)

So first things first, I bought these from a medical clinic who specialize in helping with weight loss. I wouldn't recommend buying these off the internet as you never know what you're getting! I had to have lots of tests done first to make sure it was safe for me to use them. Diethylpropion is a dangerous drug and I would seriously advise you to consult with your doctor before going on them.


My routine is a little bit mixed up because I work permanent nights. You're meant to take them in the morning (after sleep) with your breakfast, but on average I sleep from 10am until 6pm which means I take mine during the evening at approx 7.30pm. I also eat weird foods at weird times, like for lunch I'll eat a main meal and for my final meal I'll eat breakfast food lol I should really get out of the habit of it though...

This is my schedule:
5.30pm- wake up
6pm - have breakfast & take Diethylpropion
9pm - snack
12.30am - lunch
3am - snack
7am - small meal

Start: 5ft9, 13.8lbs, bmi 28

Day 1:
So on day 1 of starting the tablets, the main thing I noticed almost straight away is the dry mouth, although I didn't feel anything else. At breakfast I had a small bowl of Kimchi Noodles, then I skipped having a snack and at lunch had a Roast Dinner but couldn't finish it as I wasn't hungry. I'm not sure if this was just a placebo effect or maybe because I had noodles a few hours earlier though. On my break at 3am I had Blueberries, and then after work I felt starving and had 2 crisp barms and a few chunks of chocolate. I was meant to be going to the gym but I had a doctors appointment so I skipped a gym day. Overall, I don't really know if the tablets worked or not.

Day 2:
Today is my day off work so its hard to keep a steady schedule for eating. So far I've had 2 chunks of chocolate and bran flakes with raisins for breakfast, and I had to set an alarm to remind me to eat 3 hours later haha :P I'm going to grab a snack now, however I'll be honest I'm feeling pretty hungry and my mouth is drier than a nuns vagina lmao I'm also feeling light headed :/ Note to self- start carrying a bottle of water round lol

Edit: Its 5am and I now have a banging headache, and keep needing a wee haha. Oh n i had salad with tuna before but barely finished it which is good :) 

Its been a while

Feels like everytime I post on here nowadays its me saying how long its been since my last post :/

Not gonna sit here rambling on about how much has changed... well I'll try not to haha Here goes nothing..

~ 2013 has been a really strange year for me to be honest. People have came into my life in ways I never thought possible, and really turned my world upside down. I know one day I will probably lose them, which tbh makes me very sad, so I'm trying to make the most out of it while I can. I've also made some really good friends too, and reconnected with old friends I lost a long time ago :) Oh and Leah & I are closer than ever. Love my bff so much ♥

~ Deans still the nights section leader :) Its been a rough ride for him this past year, problems with other colleagues etc but hes doing well and hopefully he will be promoted to manager in a few years :)

~ I'm now working my way towards eventually becoming a section leader :) I completed the Step on programme and became our colleague voice representative for nights, but its quite hard to attend the meetings because they're during the day and as you all know I am a creature of the night hehe :) My managers and other section leaders have been so helpful with me and have given me new responsibilities which is great, and I've been giving myself little secret tasks too hehe. Basically, each week I try to make sure I learn something new :)

~ Unfortunately, my gym regime and dieting has pretty much been none existent during 2013. I lost about a stone before Cuba and since then its been slowly creeping off by itself with just healthy eating. All in all up until about last October I had lost about 2 stone, but then this Christmas it went downhill and I ended up putting 10lbs on :(

I've just recently 2 days ago started on Hunger Suppressant tablets called 'Diethylpropion', which will hopefully encourage me to eat smaller portions and get me back on track in the gym :) I'll write another blog post with updates on this though as I want to keep a little log of how I get on with them.

~ My Mum and Jack are now engaged which is brilliant :) I'm so happy that she has finally found someone who makes her truly happy ♥ They even working towards moving into their own home together hehe

 ~ In September, we had a little moment of madness and went on holiday last minute which was amazing :) Leah & Shaun booked it last minute on the Thursday, and then Dean and I managed to book it on the Saturday.. and we left something stupid like on the Tuesday lmao. Had an awesome time, the highlight was probably going to a huge water park :) I never been to anything like it before hehe. All inclusive drinks chillin on the rooftop with a Shisha was so cool too. Loved it so much, and it was my first holiday with Leah aswell :)



~ I'm sad to say however, unfortunately Leah and Shaun have since split up and I don't think they will be getting back together either :( I'm really upset about it to be honest because we all had so many good times together and I'm really going to miss the house parties, sleep overs, holidays, meals and nights out. I know they weren't happy together though so I guess its for the best.

For me 2013 was all about loving life and finding myself, I guess thats why I didn't post much. My taste in music is a lot more diverse these days, and although I still love metal, I have also opened up to lots of other genres, especially House. I can flick from listening to Nine Inch Nails, to Sylosis, to Avicii in a line haha Its quite weird really.

I have also changed my style of clothes a bit. I'll be honest, I think it started when I began to lose weight. I looked at myself in the mirror and found a confidence I'd never had before, n then I'd see pics of me with my flab hanging out cellulite everywhere n I felt like telling my past self to cover up lol. Tbh wearing tiny checkered mini skirts, fishnet tights and vest tops just doesn't really sound too appealing anymore. If I was going on a night out to the Krazyhouse or to a festival yes, but those days are so far and few between. I love wearing skinny jeans and band tees or leggings with jumpers at the mo :) Another aspect of the change really came from working because I'm not allowed my lip bar in and they're very strict about hair colour.

I would love to have pink hair back again. Having Blonde hair is so hard to maintain! I started off by doing it myself, but my hair was in awful condition, breaking all the time and my roots were always quite yellowy. It was ok when I had pink because the colour would hide the difference in the tone, so in the end I bit the bullet and went to the hairdressers haha. I now go to voodou and get highlights every few weeks. Its veeeery expensive but its what I need to do to get nice healthy hair again :)

OK I rambled I'm sorry lol. Heres a few recent piccys :)

Me & Dean at Chester Zoo

 Me with Sarah :)

 Me with Leah & Sarah hehe I'm sorry but Leahs face on this loooool Thats y I love her so much hehe

Meeee

Meeee again :)