Eughhhh soo full up haha

Just been to the cinema to see Safe House and then for a meal with Dean for our anniversary, finally (2 days after our anniversary haha).

The film was good, as usual Denzel Washingtons acting was brilliant, and I''m intruiged by Ryan Reynolds, hes a stereotypical Hollywood teenage romcom actor and this is the second serious film hes been in this year. I think hes trying to change his image or something so he can show off his good acting.

After that we went for a meal in the Bakers Dozen and I got Spaghetti Bolognese and a side of Garlic Bread, and afterwards we got a 'Cookie dough pizza' and all I'm gonna say about that is EUGHHH SOOO SICKENING haha :P It was a Layer of Cookie Dough & sponge, chocolate sauce, marshmallows, chocolate brownie popping candy with all other kinds of sickening mourish stuff lol. It was nice, but my god it was sickening. Dean ended up shoving most of it in his gob to try and get rid of it, and then afterwards he felt really sick haha

Anywho, home now gonna chill and watch some Dragon Ball Z :D We started watching at the very start, so far we've watched the Saiyan Saga, and now we're on the Frieza Saga :) I'll be honest, I'm excited for the Cell Saga haha Its my faaaave. Soo many memories watching this, keep seeing things and going ohhh yeah and then this happens ;D haha

Anniversary

Went the docs and he said I have Tonsillitus, so hes given me some Penicillin. Unfortunately I couldn't go to Ants last night and I couldn't go to Deans gig with him today either - pooooooo.

Instead, I'm just gonna rest and hopefully get the house nice and tidy for when Dean comes home.

One last thing. Tomorrow is mine and Deans 8 year anniversary :D Such a long time haha Its weird so much has changed since we met. We were just kids in school, no responsibilities or anything and now look at us - living in a flat together with 3 pets and working together haha

We've been together for exactly:

8 years / 2981 days / 70,126 hours / 4,207,590 minutes / 252,455,408 seconds

hahahaha gotta love google when you're trying to kill time eh ;D Anywho, thats not 100% exact cause for the first 2 years we kept splitting up and getting back together the next day haha :P

Poo :(

So on our first day of being off on our 11 day hols for our anniversary, work ring up and tell us we've pretty much lost ALL our overtime. Me and Dean have both been doing 5 nights each for the past 3 months, and now because they've ran out of money they're cutting my hours down to 2 nights and Dean to 3.

I honestly can't believe it, when I first found out I could stop crying to be honest. 2 nights do not cover our bills and if we don't get something sorted out we could end up losing our home :/ I'm just hoping we can sort something out with work about getting 3rd days on our contract, because with 3 nights we can just about pay the bills. We won't have money for any treats but aslong as we keep our home thats the main thing.

Its looking likely that Download Festival is now off the cards, also all our plans for our time off and anniversary are in the shitter. I was meant to be getting a coffee machine and we were gonna go the cinema and for a meal. I guess thats the steps you have to take to keep your home though, every penny counts and we're gonna havta save it all.

Oh and on top of that, Deans had tonsillitus all week, been dozing around sleeping most of the time AND MOANING haha I was hoping he would be ok in time for his gig and our anniversary on Sunday, but it seems like once he feels better in one way he gets worse in another.

Also to make things worse, I've just woken up with my throat being red raw and I can't swallow :( I guess I've caught it off him. I've made a conscious effort not to kiss him or go near him though which is so annoying :/

So all my "money free" plans are looking dim now too, I was meant to be finally meeting Ant with Stevie and Leah, but I don't wanna put them at risk :( I was also meant to be going to Deans gig and then spending time with Dean for our anniversary - but if I'm ill then I'll most likely just be in bed *sigh*

The first half of our holidays was ruined by Dean being sick and as soon as he shows signs of being better, the rest is ruined by me being ill. I work so so sooo hard and when I'm at home I sleep for 12 hours at a time because I'm so exhausted, and i feel like i get nothing in return other than a roof over my head. On our days off all we do is sleep and clean up and then its back to work. I guess thats the harsh reality of life :(

Flat, Diet, Anniversary

I am devastated at how this is working out right now. I did intend to write a big blog update but I never have the time :/

Anywho - Me and Dean have been working like 5 nights a week for the best 7 weeks and its suchhhhh a killer. I'm on this course from my GP to lose weight, which seems to be going really well though :) I've been going the gym twice a week after work, for 60-80mins and I've cut out all chocolate, crisps, chips throughout the working week and I'm on the Orlistat again too. So far this week I've lost 5pounds :)

This weekend (I'm off on Mon&Tue but its myyyy weekend haha) we had an Oscars night and bought loads of goodies to nom on which was realllllly good :) I kinda regret it, but I'll just make sure I work extra hard in work &gym instead. We had a kfc, custard donuts, yorkies, time outs, rowntrees very berries, rowntrees randoms and some magic stars haha mmmmm Back to the salads and fruit tomorrow though.

Also, my manager in work, Mary, found out I like knitting and all stuff like that and apparently shes a ninja knitter. She messaged me on facebook saying she'll teach me how to knit before work which is AWESOMMMMME. Maybe I'll finally be able to knit a fishnet/whalenet jumper haha :)

Oh oh oh and yesterday - I went on a bit of a shopping spree :D I bought a S.O.P.H.I.E. wristband (AGAIN - as Dean broke my last one!!), a S.O.P.H.I.E. bag patch, and an awesome skeleton hand vest, aaaaand, some new bedroom furniture for the flat :)



Also, mine and Deans 8 year anniversary is coming up - HOW CRAZY IS THAT HAHA :) We've both got 10 days booked off work which is awesome :D Gonna try and make the most of it by going out and seeing friends, hopefully DYING MY HAIR WHITE etc, also Dean has a gig which im going to. Should be good :) AAAAANNNNDDDDD, Deans buying me a coffee maker :D:D:D:D Not sure which one yet though

Anniversary, Hayleys B'Day & Hammerfest

Well first off, mine and Deans anniversary was great :) We went to Caesars Palace and had yummy food :) It was funny cause when we sat down we ordered drinks and everything, and then afterwards realised that we had no money on us! haha Luckily they took Deans card :P

Then after our meal, we went over to The Swan and met everyone to celebrate Hayleys Birthday :) It was good, I felt like I hadn't saw anyone in ages! I was a bit gutted we didn't go to the K though with Andy, Sean, Bev etc but oh well.

Thennnnnnn the next day, we got up nice n early for Hammerfest! :) Which was EXCELLENT, thanks to Lewis for giving us tickets! He rawks!!

Anyways, we got to the hotel and we had a nice little room with a shower (not that we got one though since we were only there for 2 days lol). It was nice and cozy anyways which was good :) So yeah, first we visited McDonalds in Rhyl... I'm sorry but wtf? lol It tasted like poo :( Then at about 4 we headed off to Prestatyn in a taxi to see the bands. We were just walking around looking at everything, and then bumped into Kathleen! haha Was pretty crazy since we thought we were the only ones going :P

Then after we spoke to her for a bit, we were looking through the stalls and I turned round and bumped into Dez Fafara from DevilDriver/Coal Chamber who was doing an interview for Scuzz. It was hilarious, I moved out the way quickly just like :O in total shock haha

Then after having some delicious chips and beans (i was happy!), we walked past Solsikk who had replaced Tony Martin, needless to say I wasn't impressed by that anyway, but the band were pretty dire aswell from what we saw. However their bass player was caught up in traffic and they managed to put a backing track on through a laptop which I thought was awesome haha

After watching some of them, we then headed over to the second stage to see Xerath. They were pretty good :) I liked the fact that all the bands had really long sets aswell, cause you got to see the real band as if it was a proper gig :)

After Xerath we went back to the first stage to see Epica, who were GREAT. I had a listen before we left and I liked them, but I was pleasantly surprised by them live aswell. Oh and the singer has gorgeous hair :) If only it was pink and not ginger, it'd be amazing! Then we saw Katatonia, who I'll be honest I wasn't too impressed with. Scott & Lew liked them though and they said they thought they were really good lol :) The singer actually has no face aswell which is weird, its just a hairy mess a bit like It from the Adamms Family lol.

Anyways, to finish the night off we saw Devil Driver who were awesome! We were sitting on the couches and had a really good view so I was made up, and the pits, THE PITS!, my god they were berserk! haha

After that we all agreed we wern't too assed about 5FDP or Napalm Death so we headed back to the hotel and watched some tv :) That night, we discovered the most.. hmmmmm... hilarious thing ever to exist. Louis Theorux, sorry, Louis Castle singing 'A little help from my friend'. It was soo diabolical i actually felt his shame, and so it stuck just like at Sonisphere with the "A FUCKIN CHICKEN" lol

The next day we went to Prestatyn at about 4ish again :) We were there just in time for Panic Cell which was I'm pleased about because they were great! Then afterwards we grabbed some food and waited until 6 to see Attica Rage and Orange Goblin, both I wasn't too crazy on tbh :/

But then... Skindred♥ They were fucking amazing I loved them! As always, they put on a good show :) So anywho, after that we went and had a bit of a wander around and had some chips, and then BAM! we see Luke from Panic Cell standing in front of us :D Scott n Lew get a pic, n then i think yeno wat fuck it so got one too haha. Then after that we were walking away and BAM! Theres BENJI from SKINDRED! haha so yeah we go over and get a pic :) He was more rock star though tbh didn't wanna talk much just act all cool haha. So yeah, then we were walking over to see Akercocke and BAM! Theres Ben from Orange Goblin haha, so we follow him n then Scott gets a pic. It was funny tho cause he started talkin to us and we had a proper convo with him for ages! lol I didn't rly talk much though cause it was all about football :P

Then we saw Akercocke, who were also quite dissapointing :( In 2004 I remember them being so different, it was weird, they al had short hair!
Oh and something really strange happened, I was up close taking photos of Akercocke, and then all of a sudden I caught a glimpse of the Keyboard player and I froze. He looked exactly like Edward Cullen.. I actually froze thinking omg.. is that actually Edward Cullen/Robert Pattinson? I felt like Bella when she keeps seeing him and wondering if hes actually there or not. Yeah I know I sound like another stupid Twilight fan now, but I'm being serious! Lmao No joke I stood there wondering.

Anywho, after watching some of Akercocke we caught a bit of Iced Earth who were quite good but not my cup of tea :) And thennnn we went back to the hotel. Oh and what a surprise, Dean lost his phone har har no shocker there lol :P

Overall, it was an excellent week! :) Hammerfest was so weird it wasn't like a gig but it wasn't like a festival either, it was a happy middle lol. I would defo go again thats for sure :)

Wow not posted in ages

Well.. I *should* have loads of updates, but i can't think right now haha

So first off, in 5 days its mine and deans SIX year anniversary! I can't believe it, its gone soooo fast! lol ♥ Also, Hayleys birthday night out is the same day and its fancy dress, so me n dean r goin 4 a meal and then meeting everyone afterwards, and then im just gonna throw some fairy wings on haha :)

THENNNN.. the day after, thanks to my great friend Lewis, we'll be going to Hammerfest in Wales! :D Excellenté! I can't wait. Me n Dean are sharing a room in a hotel aswell, so its gonna be like for our anniversary kinda haha

I've also got bad news aswell though :/ My bursary has been fucked up thanks to the student loans company, and I won't be getting it for another few weeks ARGHHHH :@ bastards.

Anyways, heres month 2 of my 365 :) Enjoy!

Things I can't wait for...

- Bed time ina min! lol
- Dominican Republic in Aug! - 2weeks n its already booked yaaay
- Sonisphere in Aug! - Be a change from Dload, its gonna be awesome! Finally I will get to be at a festival with MORE THAN 1 OTHER GIRL! Sausage fests are good, but I need people to talk to! haha =D
- Mine & Deans 5 year Anniversary! - I remember our 5month anniv like it was yday. Me n Leah wer sitting on Deans bed n we worked it out lol Then we ate Deans old chip barm i think. :P
- Roller Disco soon! - Woooo Helens Party is gonna rule, I'm gonna get loads of pics.. Ill look fab! =D
- Being made redundant in April! - Woooo no more poopy work lmao
- The weekend - my first days off in what seems like months!
- Summer - I'm gonna make this one a Summer to remember ^_^ I wanna go camping, or on another boat trip! lol

Anywho, Bleh, time for bed now lolz

Unbelievavle

Its unbelievable, Me and Dean celebrated our FOURTH anniversary on Tuesday! I can’t believe its been so long ^_^
We went to the Punchbowl and it was great! I started getting dizzy off all the wine though haha I think it must have been strong stuff! The only dissapointment was I had my heart set on Spag Bol, and they didnt have it!! But Dean has said he will cook it for me at the weekend so i’m happy lol

Anywho, Its also unbelievable with the amount of Nobheads that you get on the phones in work. Arghhhh, sometimes they just drive you crazy. Seriously, how can they be so stupid, its infront of them yet they complain anyway, fools!

And alsox2, its unbelievable how addicted i have became to Star Trek! I have withdrawal symptoms and I dream about Tom Paris, Data and Species 8472! lol

Oh and last but not least, for those who know me this will come as a shock, its UNBELIEVEABLE but believe it or not.. i haven’t watched Coronation Street for as long as i can remember. The last time i watched it was when Vera died, but that was a one off because it was so special. I hadn’t actually watched it properly since Liam fell off the cliff!

Larrrdydarrr

I have got loads of Achievements on my xbox now Its cool.

Also, did anyone see the fight? We all went round to Rik & Daves to watch and i just managed to survive to see it lol I tells ya wat, Its weird walking to Deas house at 6am to go to bed lol Although i wanted Hatton to win, i knew before the fight began than Mayweather would probably win. From about the 2nd round ya could tell Hatton was gonna lose Ahh well, twas a good fight

Also, i have work now NAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHWWWWWWWWWW! I wanna go back into my shell for bed. Infact, i'd rather go to Deas and get night cuddles and go to sleep there, but back to reality for now lol

I meet my new team leader today so thats good, get to see if he gonna be a poophead or not lol!

And last but not least, Its nearly mine and deans 4 year anniversary Weird eh! Its been ages but it doesn't really feel that long lol Time flies me guesses

Toodleloo amigos xxxxxxxx

P.S. APOCALYPTICA THIS WEEK! YAZAAAA

3 year Anniversary =), Obliquity, Nemo + Pip, n other stuff...

Ok, well we have some catching up to do since my last blog

It was mine and Deans 3 year anniversary on the 11th March! 3 years is such a looooooong time, but it just doesn't feel like it at all. Feel like I only met him a few months ago lol Thats a bad thing though, 3 years feels like 3 months.. life is speeding by! Im 20 next year ...eughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Anywho, me and dean and a good day i thought ^_^ We didn't do anything spectacularly special, we went to the Bakers Dozen for a what was meant to be lovely meal, Deans Cheese and Bacon Burger Stack (Without the cheese, bacon, salad, coleslaw and bbq sauce... lol) looked lovely, my steak pie was as good as a ready meal dinner.. literaly. I think it was..

Then, we went to see Blood Diamond, which is a great film by the way. I stuffed my face with popcorn to make up for the lack of nice dinner lol

And now on to Obliquity Inc., well what can I say, they are doing better than ever The Beach Bar gig in Southport was 'awesome'! lol It was a really good atmosphere, and much to my happiness, Harlequin got one of the best reponses! YESSSS! Its my favourite song by 'em, and no1 realy liked it at the Barfly, i LAV it! lol

I took some fairly good pictures of them too around Southport, some turned out ok, and some were terrible! lol I'm going to edit my Deviantart account and put them up.. or i may make a portfolio website.. we'll see lol

And finally, to Nemo and Pippin They're in loooove.. in a brotherly way! When we first brought Pippin home, they kept fighting and hated eachother, and Nemo hated me because i brought Pip home and then a week later i took Nemo the vets for the chop. But now, they are so happy, Nemo always washes Pippin and they follow eachother round. Pippin copies Nemo as if hes his dad, because hes still only a baby but Nemos a bit older now.

Nemo loves me again too Not fully again yet, he still holds a grudge i think, but he sits on my knee again and sleeps in my bed with me sometimes. Pippin sleeps on my pillow with me, which i KNOW will be annoying when he grows up.. right now its just cute lol

Thats about it for now,

Cheerio!

P.S. Theres a job going in the Museum.. wish me luck!! lol

Wooop

Mine and Deans 2 year anniversary on Saturday It doesnt feel like that long, no way, not at all! Feels like about 5 months at most lol

We'r going shopping tomorrow and hes buying me some prezzies wooo he said wants to get me either a necklace or a ring, and i said well why not buy me both, ill just find em cheap! lol He wasn't going to at first because he didnt wanna get me nethin cheap n crappy, but he changed his mind after a while koz i know i will find something good i always do. **BARGAIN HUNTER I AM**

I already know what im getting Dean, but not sayin yet until he knows incase someone reads and finds out, or even, if he reads

im so excited, we dont know where we'r going yet whether it be the Bakers Dozen, or sutin. Gotta be somewhere that sells anything koz Deans really fussy wen it comes to food. Im not ill eat almost anything lol

Im going to get Lizards tonight too (just waiting for pick up now..) Theyr 2 little Geckos, so cute ^_^ Me and Dean got em 4 eachother 4 Valentines day hehe! Lizard Queens finally gettin some Lizards! woooo

Anyway, bored now..

bye xxx

The Anniversary ^_^

Konnichiwa poople, if u actually keep your eye on Poohead, you will have voted on the layout poll and will know why some of the layouts were disqualified or removed. If not, i will tell you all, lol. The 'Meeeee' layout was disqualified as people were cheating and voting over and over. However to recent reports, i have found out that Metallica should have been disqualified too, because KD voted several times for that one too (yes he voted for Meee many times too) The only reason i am not going to disqualify Tallica is koz Dean got lots of people to vote, and even if people hadnt of cheated, Tallica still would have won. Also the 'Me and Dean <3' layout was removed as we broke up. And that leaves us here (...sort of). I hope you all like the new 'tallica layout! ...i dont tho, lol. I didnt think it over enough, the only thing i was concerned about was making it work on two resolutions. Ahh well, new layout ont he way ;) I am not sure whether to make another Poll.. or to use my own ideas this time. Meh, we will see.
OH OH OH! I went to Slipknot/Slayer Unholy Alliance in the M.E.N Arena on Wednesday! It was sooooooooo kewl!! ^_^\m/ I didnt take any pictures or anything tho as it was a 2day decision sort of thing to go so i didnt have time to buy anything :P I am buying a new scanner soon though so i will scan the ticket or sumit.. Rei xxx