Aster had entered our world :)

This is mine n Deans beautiful neice, Aster :) Shes so cute haha This is a bad pic but nevermind, I'll get a better one another time. I was holding her for ages and she kept yawning, and then she fell asleep in my arms hehe so cute.

Also here is Dean getting cuddles with our cutie nephew Travis ♥ We're going swimming tomorrow and I'm sooooo excited. I love him so much :)

New Neice n stuff :)

Just thought I'd do a quick blog post just to say diets still going well :) I reached my lowest weight yet since dieting (13.5) however still a long way off yet! On my 2 days off I've been on a bit of a binge so probably but some back on haha but I worked sooooo hard last week so thought I deserved it :) Gonna get back on the salads tomorrow lol

My Mum had a great 50th birthday in Norfolk with Jack which I'm so happy about :) All I've really wanted for ages is for her to meet someone who makes her happy and treats her right, and seems shes found that with Jack which is just great :) I bought her lots of Lancome makeup and perfume which I gave to her yesterday when we went for a meal.

I also have some aweeesommmeee neeewwwsss, Rikki is currently in the start of labour and within the next 2 days we'll have a new little Niece :D Can't wait to meet herrrr!


Well, thats pretty much all I have to say haha Its all looking good good good for Dean going for Section Leader, we won't know for a little while yet if hes gonna get it but hes worked so hard and he defo deserves it :) Ermmmm, also I can't stop thinking about CUBBAAA. I'm so excited lol The thought of sitting on a beach just lazing in the warm sun, strawberry daiquiri in hand just seems so good right now :) Apparently they have beach bbqs and beach night parties every so often and a beach bar with all you can eat burgers, pizzas, hotdogs, and drinks etc.

Hmmmm

Think I might start working on a 'what I have to say to people' post. I loved doing it last time, its a way of gettings things out of my head and saying them to people, without the whole load of confrontation and convosation be it good or bad lol. Also this way I have the peace of mind knowing that the person might read it. I'm not gonna finish it any time soon though, I'll wait until I finish uni for xmas in a week :)

Also I'm very tired, and dissapointed that another day has went by and STILL NO TRAVIS! :( Come on Rikki don't make us wait too long haha ♥

Good weekend :)

*happy sigh* Had a good weekend :) Halloween Eve on Friday at the K was immense, we had a free ticket so dragged Lew along, n then met up with some peple there too. Twas pretty empty tbh, but was good cause we could move around and actually get served! haha My Hello Kitty costume turned out pretty awwwesoooome too ^_^

Saturday (Halloween) was pretty cool too, lots more people came though and everyone kept going missing! Rather annoying to say the least, also cause it was sooooo packed, we only ended up having like.. 3/4 drinks lol. My Chun Li costume was amazing, me & Dean (Chun Li & Ryu) went into the competition, got to the second round but that was it :/ Was cool though, didn't expect to win anyway, just thought i'd do it for a laugh :P haha We ended up losing most of the people we were with so me, Dean n Stevie got off at around.. half 3/4ish, and to our delight it was pissing down! lol Had to walk all the way to John Moores to get a taxi ¬_¬ eughhhh

Oh and Sunday! :D:D Luckily I wasn't hung over, and had a great time at Rikkis Baby Shower. Helen did such a good job! The games were fun, I won pin the dummy on the baby! haha Got me some fruit pastels ^_^ The ice pack game (can't remember the name) turned out to be a bit of a disaster tho :/ All the bags ended up ripping and everyone got soaked haha And the Pinata, bloody hell they're tougher than they look lol.
The buffet was yummy too :) Mmmm i want another one of Hildas cakes! lol

Anyways, I'm soooo tired, busy weekend, only just managed to upload the photos to FB lol!

Toodles peeps xx

P.S. I forgot to mention, I'm going to see Jeremy Kyle! :D They're filming on the 19th Nov so keep an eye out for me!! :)

*Keeakiiii*

Howdy all,

Well as you can probably see, I have started uploading old blogs :) Goes back to 2004!! If you do read them, I'm sorry.. I was only 15 afterall :P

Had a fun night tonight, went to see a band called 'Drakes Rebellion' at the Zanzibar with Leah, Claire & Roxie ^_^ The singer is an old friend of Leah & Rox from college, so I thought ahh why not eh. You should all check em out on their Myspace they're really good!! :)

It was good to get out with the girlies, don't get to see them that often, and it was the first time we'd all been out together just us 4, twas nice :)

Oh yeah, might aswell put some random updates on here while i'm at it..

Went to Rhys' surprise 21st birthday party on Friday, t'was great had a good time. Andy Bev Scott Adam and Jay were there, and I don't get to see them that often so it was pretty sweet. Me & Dean had a bit of a falling out though which was gay but we've sorted it out now :) On the way home Scott n Dean ran into some trouble though which is sheeite :@ Scott got whacked n lost his lip ring! Some people can be right twats!

Then the next day I went to the Southport Firework Competition with Dean & Lewis, and Claire n Sean met us there :) Was great although we missed the first lot of fireworks unfortunately. Also Dean was on his bike, so we couldn't go in the Arcades or anything which was a bit poo but nevermind, I went on the Merry-go-round anyways with Sean n Lew so that was awesome :D

Oh Oh Oh Oh and I can't waiiiiit !! ^_^ Rikki, Deans sister, is havin a little babee boy called Travis! ^-^ Shes due at the end of November! I can't wait, I've been shopping already n got some goodies for him. Its gonna be weird havin a baby round at Xmas, I think its gonna be really good :D

And last but not least, Halloween soon!! I really regret not going out to the Krazyhouse last year, and since this is a year for change.. its happening :)
Hopefully Dean will be able to come, If he does I think we're gonna go as a couple and be in matching outfits. If so, I'm gonna be Chun Li and hes gonna be Ryu, should be great I rly hope he comes! :D And because its a Halloween weekender, I'm going as Hello Kitty on the other day! yaaay lol

Then the weekend after, we have Bonfire Night and Claires birthday! I'm so gutted, Muse falls on Bonfire night so I'm gonna miss all the good displays, I'm sure Muse will be worth it though. So we're going out for Claires birthday on the Saturday :)

Anywho thats all i can think of for now lol
Cheerio-pop x

Larrrdydarrr

I have got loads of Achievements on my xbox now Its cool.

Also, did anyone see the fight? We all went round to Rik & Daves to watch and i just managed to survive to see it lol I tells ya wat, Its weird walking to Deas house at 6am to go to bed lol Although i wanted Hatton to win, i knew before the fight began than Mayweather would probably win. From about the 2nd round ya could tell Hatton was gonna lose Ahh well, twas a good fight

Also, i have work now NAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHWWWWWWWWWW! I wanna go back into my shell for bed. Infact, i'd rather go to Deas and get night cuddles and go to sleep there, but back to reality for now lol

I meet my new team leader today so thats good, get to see if he gonna be a poophead or not lol!

And last but not least, Its nearly mine and deans 4 year anniversary Weird eh! Its been ages but it doesn't really feel that long lol Time flies me guesses

Toodleloo amigos xxxxxxxx

P.S. APOCALYPTICA THIS WEEK! YAZAAAA

Rik & Daves wedding

Fabulous! Absolutely fab!

I had my hair done all nice, its bright pink again and layered ^_^ My clothes were perfect thanks to my mum! I was white and silver in the day and black and red by night. Oh and i had my nails done too!

The ceremony was gorgeous and Rikki looked fucking stunning I loved her dress ^_^ I was nearly crying when she was walking down the aisle, i had to hold it back because i had no tissue! lol

Also Dean did really well, i was so proud of him!! He played Nothing Else Matters as she walked down the aisle, then Sanitarium and Close Yet Far when they were signing the certificate that was another thing that was nearly making me cry lol!

As soon as i walked into the town hall, i saw Dean and he just was so pretty :) he shone like a star! Honest not being corny lol. He had his hair all straightened and he had his suit on ^_^ i was sooo happy that i got to walk over to him and hug him. And then first thing he said to me when i walked over and hugged him was "You look gorgeous" Was the perfect beginning to the day :D

He had stayed at Daves the night, so i didn't get to stay with him the night before unfortunately. But i arrived at his house to see Rikki and Helen at about 11am. At the time only Paul Elaine and Jim were there, with Rik n Helen upstairs getting ready. I got some Cherry Lambrini (Which is really nice by the way!) and just had a really good laugh, met loads of new people.. and had a blast really! (omg i reminded myself of Lisa from Big Bro then! lol)

After the ceremony we all stood outside when Rik and Dave walked out, and i threw a massive clump of Confetti at them! HA! lol

Anyway after that we got on the coach and went to the Barbacoa which was a really nice place and had our meal. Dean and I were sitting on a table with Tara, karl, Antony n Kate which was cool because we all had a laugh. Funniest of all was Dean getting a kids meal due to his fussy ways! He had Chips Beans n Chicken Nuggets whilest we had a roasty :) And then, when we got cups of tea of coffee he chose tea and *thinking it was milk* poured cream into his tea! it was meant for the coffee and he didnt know lol he drank it anyway :P

The party was good afterwards too, had a real good laugh. My brother was the worst and probably the talk of the night with his mad dancing! lol We think someone slipped something into his drink.. i have no idea. I tasted his drink thought and nothing happened to me :S! lol

Also my mum finally met Deans family properly :)My mum n Elaine his mum seemed to get on quite well which was good! I knew they would get on anyway because they have quite alot in common

Anyway, in conclusion, it was a brilliant night and once again me and dean decided we were gonna have more of a social life and go out more often :P Will it happen in reality? who knows.. probably not! lol

Hope Dave n Rik have a really nice honeymoon They loved their present off me and my mum too! I named a star for them, its called 'The Rikki Dave Star" lol And it gives you the coordinates so they can look at it whenever they want.

Rikkis Hen Night.. and other stuff

Well, went to Rikki and Daves pre-hen night/stag do get together last night at the Priory was pretty cool.

Got there at about half 7, free drinks all night (thanks to all the nice people buying them for me muwahaha!), Got a nice little tag with my name on and some rainbowy fairy wings! lmao As i decided not to go into town with the girls though, i gave the wings to Kate ^_^

After the Priory at about half 9, Dean and I went onto the Showcase Cinema and saw MI3 hehe was cool to get out together as we hadn't been out in a while due to him being in the band. We went to Maccies had our usuals, and then brought some burgers into the film with us lol (the screening was empty too, just us in there! ^_^)

Anyway, all in all it was a great night and im glad me n dean r cool again!!

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Also, my mum bought me a silver top and bag to go with my silver shoes! yaaaay theyr pretty! And i finally got my dress for the evening of the wedding! Its black with a red flowery design at the bottom :) All i need is to get some Black shoes to go with it! AND i tried my white dress on again for the ceremony and its nice! :D Im gonna wear my silver shoes and bag with it! SORTED! Just need some Silver Jewelery (ahem, Leah! lol) and some nice shiny black shoes

On other news, I am coping with Dean leaving Triphazard alright i guess. It's hard, because i really love the band, but it hurts to think about them now. I wont go on about why, i have no need to go into 'deep feelings' on here, it only attracts unwelcomed attention. Anywho, I have to carry on with my college work on the band, which is hard as i did plan on seeking their advice on how to style it etc, now i will have to make it all up off the top of my head (Could be a good thing i guess but I dont know.. i may be able to explore my creative side now)

I didnt want him to leave the band, and i still want him to go back, as i keep teling him. However, i may say this as much as i want, but a part of me is glad i have my old Dean back.

The doubts of mine and his future were pulling us apart as soon as he got serious in the band. The thought of him going on tour.. i know i wouldn't have coped with him not being there for me. I won't deny i always felt uncomfortable with him being in a band with girls anyway (not in a bad way ofcourse, I love Stef and Jen) I think most people will understand.. it was a girlfriend type of jealousy that developed. Most people ive spoke to about this say its understandbale that i felt like this. Ofcourse, i tried not to show it at the time, as i didn't want to come between him and his career. I stood by him all the way.

Anyway, since he has left the band we have been alot closer. I've realised that the person i met in March 04 is still there We have been going out alot more which is good too. I missed him when he never came out places with me. He was either with the band (which was understandable ofcourse) or had no money because he'd spent it on band rehersals.

He's made it clear now that hes not getting back in the band, and i respect his decision, even though i do want him to go back. Now he just wants to be left alone to get on with his life. One good thing? Hes more enthusiastic about going to college in September to get his qualifications!! lol

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Next to come in my ENORMOUS blog today, ive got 4 weeks left till i leave college, and i F U C K E D!! I just hope what ive done so far as good.

Also, my Download Festival tickets were stolen from the bloody box office last Saturday!! Went into town last week to ask what will happen, and they said come back the first week in June to collect the replacements! WE LEAVE FOR DONINGTON IN THE FIRST WEEK OF JUNE. twats

To finalise my blog, i just want to say.. ive really developed a fascination with Spongebob Square Pants lately.. again. Ive decided i live in a pineapple under the sea

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