*Keeakiiii*

Howdy all,

Well as you can probably see, I have started uploading old blogs :) Goes back to 2004!! If you do read them, I'm sorry.. I was only 15 afterall :P

Had a fun night tonight, went to see a band called 'Drakes Rebellion' at the Zanzibar with Leah, Claire & Roxie ^_^ The singer is an old friend of Leah & Rox from college, so I thought ahh why not eh. You should all check em out on their Myspace they're really good!! :)

It was good to get out with the girlies, don't get to see them that often, and it was the first time we'd all been out together just us 4, twas nice :)

Oh yeah, might aswell put some random updates on here while i'm at it..

Went to Rhys' surprise 21st birthday party on Friday, t'was great had a good time. Andy Bev Scott Adam and Jay were there, and I don't get to see them that often so it was pretty sweet. Me & Dean had a bit of a falling out though which was gay but we've sorted it out now :) On the way home Scott n Dean ran into some trouble though which is sheeite :@ Scott got whacked n lost his lip ring! Some people can be right twats!

Then the next day I went to the Southport Firework Competition with Dean & Lewis, and Claire n Sean met us there :) Was great although we missed the first lot of fireworks unfortunately. Also Dean was on his bike, so we couldn't go in the Arcades or anything which was a bit poo but nevermind, I went on the Merry-go-round anyways with Sean n Lew so that was awesome :D

Oh Oh Oh Oh and I can't waiiiiit !! ^_^ Rikki, Deans sister, is havin a little babee boy called Travis! ^-^ Shes due at the end of November! I can't wait, I've been shopping already n got some goodies for him. Its gonna be weird havin a baby round at Xmas, I think its gonna be really good :D

And last but not least, Halloween soon!! I really regret not going out to the Krazyhouse last year, and since this is a year for change.. its happening :)
Hopefully Dean will be able to come, If he does I think we're gonna go as a couple and be in matching outfits. If so, I'm gonna be Chun Li and hes gonna be Ryu, should be great I rly hope he comes! :D And because its a Halloween weekender, I'm going as Hello Kitty on the other day! yaaay lol

Then the weekend after, we have Bonfire Night and Claires birthday! I'm so gutted, Muse falls on Bonfire night so I'm gonna miss all the good displays, I'm sure Muse will be worth it though. So we're going out for Claires birthday on the Saturday :)

Anywho thats all i can think of for now lol
Cheerio-pop x

...Poop

Howdy,

Just blogging cause I'm lying in bed, bored outta my skull.

Been quite down lately, everything just seems to be shite. I'm on my final warning in work, if I get sick again then I'll get the sack =/ I need a new job. I have no social life anymore, I feel like I don't 'live' I just... live. Suppose thats the best way to explain it. My self esteem is a zero and I have no motivation to do anything about it. I'm totally skint and Christmas is coming soon. I wanna go on holiday cause I need a break, but I can't book anything cause Dean has no money. I can't go anywhere anytime soon anyway though, I have no holiday hours left until May. How shite.

On the other hand, I went to see the Mono LPs yesterday, they were excellente. Rhys looked like he really enjoyed playing with them which is good, he really suits that style of music. I got to see Jennie too which was great, haven't saw her for ages. I miss being around everyone, since I've started work I don't see anyone anymore really. Whats worse about it all is everyone is going to Disneyland soon. I would have loved to go but I couldn't cause Dean can't afford it, and I can't go without him, It'd feel wrong and I know he wouldn't go without me sooo =/ Ahh well.. I'll go one day

I totally regret not going out on Halloween.. everyones pictures look so cool. I haven't got dressed in fancy dress in aaaages lol. Had an ok Bomby Night though, we had loads of packs of Fireworks which we bought so we set them all off in the back garden. Most of them were pooy cheap ones but we had a few goodens.

Right.. I'm gonna go watch some tv now I suppose.
Toodles x