Aster had entered our world :)

This is mine n Deans beautiful neice, Aster :) Shes so cute haha This is a bad pic but nevermind, I'll get a better one another time. I was holding her for ages and she kept yawning, and then she fell asleep in my arms hehe so cute.

Also here is Dean getting cuddles with our cutie nephew Travis ♥ We're going swimming tomorrow and I'm sooooo excited. I love him so much :)

Larrrdydarrr

I have got loads of Achievements on my xbox now Its cool.

Also, did anyone see the fight? We all went round to Rik & Daves to watch and i just managed to survive to see it lol I tells ya wat, Its weird walking to Deas house at 6am to go to bed lol Although i wanted Hatton to win, i knew before the fight began than Mayweather would probably win. From about the 2nd round ya could tell Hatton was gonna lose Ahh well, twas a good fight

Also, i have work now NAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHWWWWWWWWWW! I wanna go back into my shell for bed. Infact, i'd rather go to Deas and get night cuddles and go to sleep there, but back to reality for now lol

I meet my new team leader today so thats good, get to see if he gonna be a poophead or not lol!

And last but not least, Its nearly mine and deans 4 year anniversary Weird eh! Its been ages but it doesn't really feel that long lol Time flies me guesses

Toodleloo amigos xxxxxxxx

P.S. APOCALYPTICA THIS WEEK! YAZAAAA

Rik & Daves wedding

Fabulous! Absolutely fab!

I had my hair done all nice, its bright pink again and layered ^_^ My clothes were perfect thanks to my mum! I was white and silver in the day and black and red by night. Oh and i had my nails done too!

The ceremony was gorgeous and Rikki looked fucking stunning I loved her dress ^_^ I was nearly crying when she was walking down the aisle, i had to hold it back because i had no tissue! lol

Also Dean did really well, i was so proud of him!! He played Nothing Else Matters as she walked down the aisle, then Sanitarium and Close Yet Far when they were signing the certificate that was another thing that was nearly making me cry lol!

As soon as i walked into the town hall, i saw Dean and he just was so pretty :) he shone like a star! Honest not being corny lol. He had his hair all straightened and he had his suit on ^_^ i was sooo happy that i got to walk over to him and hug him. And then first thing he said to me when i walked over and hugged him was "You look gorgeous" Was the perfect beginning to the day :D

He had stayed at Daves the night, so i didn't get to stay with him the night before unfortunately. But i arrived at his house to see Rikki and Helen at about 11am. At the time only Paul Elaine and Jim were there, with Rik n Helen upstairs getting ready. I got some Cherry Lambrini (Which is really nice by the way!) and just had a really good laugh, met loads of new people.. and had a blast really! (omg i reminded myself of Lisa from Big Bro then! lol)

After the ceremony we all stood outside when Rik and Dave walked out, and i threw a massive clump of Confetti at them! HA! lol

Anyway after that we got on the coach and went to the Barbacoa which was a really nice place and had our meal. Dean and I were sitting on a table with Tara, karl, Antony n Kate which was cool because we all had a laugh. Funniest of all was Dean getting a kids meal due to his fussy ways! He had Chips Beans n Chicken Nuggets whilest we had a roasty :) And then, when we got cups of tea of coffee he chose tea and *thinking it was milk* poured cream into his tea! it was meant for the coffee and he didnt know lol he drank it anyway :P

The party was good afterwards too, had a real good laugh. My brother was the worst and probably the talk of the night with his mad dancing! lol We think someone slipped something into his drink.. i have no idea. I tasted his drink thought and nothing happened to me :S! lol

Also my mum finally met Deans family properly :)My mum n Elaine his mum seemed to get on quite well which was good! I knew they would get on anyway because they have quite alot in common

Anyway, in conclusion, it was a brilliant night and once again me and dean decided we were gonna have more of a social life and go out more often :P Will it happen in reality? who knows.. probably not! lol

Hope Dave n Rik have a really nice honeymoon They loved their present off me and my mum too! I named a star for them, its called 'The Rikki Dave Star" lol And it gives you the coordinates so they can look at it whenever they want.

Rikkis Hen Night.. and other stuff

Well, went to Rikki and Daves pre-hen night/stag do get together last night at the Priory was pretty cool.

Got there at about half 7, free drinks all night (thanks to all the nice people buying them for me muwahaha!), Got a nice little tag with my name on and some rainbowy fairy wings! lmao As i decided not to go into town with the girls though, i gave the wings to Kate ^_^

After the Priory at about half 9, Dean and I went onto the Showcase Cinema and saw MI3 hehe was cool to get out together as we hadn't been out in a while due to him being in the band. We went to Maccies had our usuals, and then brought some burgers into the film with us lol (the screening was empty too, just us in there! ^_^)

Anyway, all in all it was a great night and im glad me n dean r cool again!!

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Also, my mum bought me a silver top and bag to go with my silver shoes! yaaaay theyr pretty! And i finally got my dress for the evening of the wedding! Its black with a red flowery design at the bottom :) All i need is to get some Black shoes to go with it! AND i tried my white dress on again for the ceremony and its nice! :D Im gonna wear my silver shoes and bag with it! SORTED! Just need some Silver Jewelery (ahem, Leah! lol) and some nice shiny black shoes

On other news, I am coping with Dean leaving Triphazard alright i guess. It's hard, because i really love the band, but it hurts to think about them now. I wont go on about why, i have no need to go into 'deep feelings' on here, it only attracts unwelcomed attention. Anywho, I have to carry on with my college work on the band, which is hard as i did plan on seeking their advice on how to style it etc, now i will have to make it all up off the top of my head (Could be a good thing i guess but I dont know.. i may be able to explore my creative side now)

I didnt want him to leave the band, and i still want him to go back, as i keep teling him. However, i may say this as much as i want, but a part of me is glad i have my old Dean back.

The doubts of mine and his future were pulling us apart as soon as he got serious in the band. The thought of him going on tour.. i know i wouldn't have coped with him not being there for me. I won't deny i always felt uncomfortable with him being in a band with girls anyway (not in a bad way ofcourse, I love Stef and Jen) I think most people will understand.. it was a girlfriend type of jealousy that developed. Most people ive spoke to about this say its understandbale that i felt like this. Ofcourse, i tried not to show it at the time, as i didn't want to come between him and his career. I stood by him all the way.

Anyway, since he has left the band we have been alot closer. I've realised that the person i met in March 04 is still there We have been going out alot more which is good too. I missed him when he never came out places with me. He was either with the band (which was understandable ofcourse) or had no money because he'd spent it on band rehersals.

He's made it clear now that hes not getting back in the band, and i respect his decision, even though i do want him to go back. Now he just wants to be left alone to get on with his life. One good thing? Hes more enthusiastic about going to college in September to get his qualifications!! lol

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Next to come in my ENORMOUS blog today, ive got 4 weeks left till i leave college, and i F U C K E D!! I just hope what ive done so far as good.

Also, my Download Festival tickets were stolen from the bloody box office last Saturday!! Went into town last week to ask what will happen, and they said come back the first week in June to collect the replacements! WE LEAVE FOR DONINGTON IN THE FIRST WEEK OF JUNE. twats

To finalise my blog, i just want to say.. ive really developed a fascination with Spongebob Square Pants lately.. again. Ive decided i live in a pineapple under the sea

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