Download Festival :)

Yahooooo Download Festival lineup has been announced! :D

ACDC
THEM CROOKED VULTURES
DEFTONES STONE TEMPLE PILOTS
BULLET FOR MY VALENTINE MEGADETH MOTORHEAD
WOLFMOTHER VOLBEAT

Its looking good so far :) Bit dissapointed there aren't more metal bands in there or headliners, but I must be patient :)

Cinema

Today I went to see Sherlock Holmes :)

Good film, I was quite impressed with the effects on it too. It was filmed in Liverpool not far from where I live, and I was amazed when I saw the building where they have the Heritage Market every Sunday! haha

I can't believe I didn't know they were filming here at the time, I would have went to try and sneak a peak of Robert Downey Jr, Jude Law and Rachel McAdams lol Gutted.

Deans 21st Party, Mr Snowman & other stuff

Well, Deans 21st is now over, much to my dismay! Had a really good weekend its a shame it has to end lol

On Friday 15th, we went to the cinema and watched Book of Eli! Very much recommended :) I love Denzel Washington anyway, hes an amazing actor, one of my favourites thats for sure.

Then on Saturday 16th was Deans birthday party :) It went really well! Me and my mum made the buffet which turned out nice, although no1 ate any of my homemade cakes but I think thats cause they were too sickly chocolatey haha thats what I like to think anyway :P

LOADS of people turned up as well, alot more than expected! haha, it was good though :) Dean was originally against having the little party and going out, but afterwards he thanked me for arranging it because he enjoyed seeing everyone ^_^

Unfortunately Deans xbox died that night but he's sending it off to get fixed so its not all bad, other than that and there not being many seats everything was perfect haha

I've decided when I move out I'll probably have a party every month! lmao Any excuse :P

In regards to the problems with some people on his actual birthday night out, I've spoke to a few people and they've apologised for fucking him off like they did, so thats good. Dean wasn't majorly bothered just disappointed, so its all been forgotten about now anyways. The main thing is he had a good weekend and thats all that matters :)

So yeah.. heres some photos from the night. I've just realised considering its Deans birthday, there arent many photos of him! haha

I'm really sorry the blog is taking ages to load now because its so image heavy! I'll make the upload size smaller

Hilda, Deans Nin, Deans Mum & my Mum. Just a photo to show off the room :)


This was the buffet :)


Dean blowing out his candles on the cake lol


Dean & Ste


Andy, Sean & Bev

Claire, Sean & Lew


Me handing out champagne :P


Leah & Ste

Haha, sorry I know theres loads of photos again. I should really stop this before the blog comes to a complete stand still! lol

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I entered mine & Deans snowman into the Sonisphere Festival competition, and we were one of the runners up!! :D

http://uk.sonispherefestivals.com/2010/01/sonisphere-snowman-competition-winner-revealed/

Deans a bit bummed that he didn't get credit for it :S I did tell them it was by him too but for some reason they just put my name lol

I'm proud anyway :) I wish we'd won free tickets to Soni though! haha

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And now for the not so good part of the blog post :/..

Yesterday I went to the Doctors with Dean about the problems hes been having, and the doc said he is going to be referred to a gastroenterologist for further investigation because it seems too bad to be IBS :(

I'm so confused with how I'm feeling, its really upsetting me. I'm happy its possibly not IBS, because that means they might be able to fix it (theres no real cure for IBS), but then thats means its something worse than IBS.. so I'm not happy at all.

I just want him to be better as soon as possible :( To me, he's always been the strongest and toughest person I know, hes my everything, and to know something is wrong with him is terrifying. I try to be strong and act as if I'm not really worried, and I don't really talk to him about it unless he says something, but deep down I think he knows I'm really worried. He hides his symptoms from me and everyone else so we don't worry too much, but its at the point now where you can tell something is wrong.

I just hope hes better soon, hes been signed out of work for 4 weeks so hopefully the rest will help whilst he gets the tests. I love him more than anything in the world, and even when hes feelings at his worst, he will still try and look after me its so cute :) I wish I could be there to help him and look after him, but I know I can't and would probably just be in the way. Worst thing in the world is feeling awful but trying to act normal for other peoples sakes.

I know he doesn't read my blogs, so it doesnt matter that I've said stuff on here which I would usually hide. If for some strange reason he does read this which is highly unlikely, its nothing he didn't already know.

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Now I just wanna give a little explanation about this blog, so that people are clearer on it and so that if Dean *does* read this, he will also know.

Regardless of what anyone might tell me, as far as im concerned my memory is deteriorating. Anyone who knows me properly will know how forgetful I am, I do believe I have some sort of memory disfunction where my brain doesn't store memories properly. I'll probably go to the doctors one day.. but ironically I always forget to make an appointment, plus to be quite honest I'd feel stupid going in and saying 'hi, i forget stuff'.. yeah.. so do billions of other people around the world.

I hate it when people try and tell me its a normal thing or it 'runs in the family' or 'oh yeahhh i'm the same', everyone forgets what they've eaten for dinner, everyone forgets what day it is etc etc, but this is different, I don't remember anything, and i dont think its normal. I'm worried I will have to argue with the doctor that something is wrong with me :/

Anyway, this blog is really just my way of.. i dunno.. keeping a log of my life, a diary. I'm not posting this just so that everyone knows my life, it sounds silly but I'm posting this so that in months or even years to come, I remember whats happened.

In 2009 I didn't post anything between January and September, I don't know why I didn't.. I have pretty much no memories from that time, other than things that were logged through photographs. You gonna tell me thats normal too? Maybe it is, I dunno.

So yeah.. I mean it is good when people read this I post links on my fb status etc. But really this is partly for people to know me and whats happening in my life, but mainly for me to know me and whats happened in my life... if that makes sense haha.

I'm tired now, I should really go to bed, been typing alot and only just realised lol. I'm in uni in the morning and I'm not in the mood :( Also my dreads were taken out today and my hairs a mess so gotta wash it in the morning.

Deans 21st (so far, haha)

Woop, so last night was my lovely boyfriends 21st birthday :) It was a really good day & night!

He absolutely loved his presents :) His m13 pedal arrived and lights up nice rainbow colours which i like haha, and his face when he realised what present I got him! Apparently his step dad Paul said he looked like he was going to cry lol I'm glad he likes it, although i'll probs regret it lol

Because I didn't have time to make him a card and his present didn't arrive I made him this instead :) (click on it for full size to read the text)...

Needless to say, I REALLY WILL regret it! haha

Also, when Leah saw my handywork she asked me to create her one too for her present.. so this is from Leah, made by yours truely. (Again, click for full size)

The night was amazing too, went to the Krazyhouse :) Dean had a good time too which I'm glad about. He had tons of drinks thrown at him - god knows how many tequilas, loaaaads of shots, lots of wkds, 4 cups of champage!, loads of lager.. it was crazy lol. I don't know how he did it but he managed to keep it all down there, I was really expecting to be cleaning up vomit at the end of the night! haha *so proud* :P

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Highlight of the night

At about half 3 (keeping in mind K1 is a heavy rock/metal floor) all of a sudden, this weird song came on, and EVERYONE on the dancefloor formed a massive conga line! lmao It was A.W.E.S.O.M.E

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So anywho, yeah it was a great night. A lot of people have shown their true colours though unfortunately :/ I'm not even going to bother going into it on here, because quite honestly its not worth it. Alls I'm gonna say is, you were all out for a reason, and you didn't even bother to give him an excuse. And to those who have since got in touch and apologised, this is not directed at you.

Anyway, this isn't gonna go any further. I'm gonna forget about it, everyone makes mistakes and deserves a second chance, but I just think its a bit shit of you all tbh :/ He didn't care anyway, he was just dissapointed.

So yeah, other than that it was all chips and beans :) Here are a few photos from the night!

Dean and his millions of Tequilas lol

Dean and his Dad :)

For old times/comparison sake :) Me, Leah, Sean & Dean. I look really fat on it but its just the way I'm standing!! lol
And the older photo, Sean, Dean, Me & Leah. And I look like a MAN on this one, but its because my hair was black and you can't see it! haha God knows whats going on with my face too :P
14 January 2010 compared to 31 December 2004
awww all grown up now :P haha yeh right

Andy & Leah


Bev & Andy

Leah & Nikki

Adam & Sean

There are loads more but I left the memory card in Deans laptop lol

Just wanna say thanks to everyone for coming and making sure Dean had a good night :) Can't wait for next time! lol

And just for Luna, heres a proper one of me with my dreads in :P Awful pic but oh well lol Its day 14 of my 365, taking a photo of myself every day :D

Also tonight Me & Dean made sausage and mash which was yummy! Then we went to the cinema to see Book of Eli, I liked it! Anything with Denzel Washington in is always good :)

Roll on tomorrow for a little party in Deans house for him and his Dad :) Can't wait!

Dreads & Deans 21!

Soooo, I've finally finished putting my dreads in! lol This time I've gone for black on bottom, pink&fuschia in middle, and blue on top :) I like the colour combination but I'm not 100% sure on them yet :/ We'll see lol

I took a photo of all the dreads I made in the past 3 years, some of them are really wrecked and need resealing or throwing away, also you can see the colours i installed today :)

Here they are:

Ohhhh, and technically it is now Deans 21st Birthday :) I can't wait for tomorrow although I'm dreading it at the same time.. its gonna be freezing! haha Tonight we're going out to town, we're going for a meal on Friday/tomorrow too and goin the pics to see Book of Eli (i think) so should be fun :) and then on Saturday I'm doing a little party for him n his dad whos birthday is the 17th, so its an action packed weekend thats for sure! lol

I'll upload some pics in a few days :)

Oh oh oh oh oh and thats what I was meant to post aswell, its been snowwwwiiiingg again :) Im happy.
I hate the way people moan that they want it to go now, we wont have weather like this again for another 10 years probs, people need to lighten up and enjoy it while it lasts!!

Anyways, thats all. I'm getting a headache now from the dreads :( Not good, always happens on the first day lol :/
xxx

Snowwww ♥

Howdo,

We've been getting lots of snow lately and I looooove it! ♥

This is mine and Deans snow child - Rufus

I'm hoping that the snow stays cause I'm due back in Uni on Monday and I really cba haha.

Also its Deans 21st birthday next week and I don't wanna be in Uni cause I wanna get totally gazeboed haha :D

Anyways, other things I have to talk about..

I'm still keeping to my new years resolution. Although usually I don't remember until the evening when I've started to settle so I look like a wreck on them all haha Oh well :P

Toodloo x

First post of 2010 :)

Wooop so this is my first post of 2010 :) I hope everyone had a good new years eve. Mine was good, although Dean hurt his ribs/lungs and couldn't breathe properly so it was a bit of a pooper but not his fault.

Here are a few photos from new years eve :)

Me & Dean


Sean & Chloe

Tom, Vicky, Andy & Bev

Tom & Vicky

Rox & Helen

*Splash* lol

Helen, Jay, Lew & Dean

I can't believe Christmas is all over :/ Its gone over sooo quick. Feels like it was my birthday only 2 weeks ago, its Deans 21st in 2 weeks now... crazy.

Anywho, I'm at day 2 of my new years resolution - taking a photograph of myself every day in 2010 :) or trying anyway lol As you guessed, inspriation comes from Noah off youtube. I can't see myself finishing it, but we'll see lol

Oh yeah, I went to see Avatar the other day.. A-SOOOOMMMEEEE! I loved it :) I was nearly crying in some parts, I defo wanna buy the DVD when it comes out!

I've finished a new vector as well :) The lovely Hayley and Roxie with a bit of a disney twist. I recorded myself making it as well so you should watch that, its quite interesting although the music is poo. You might wanna mute it and play your own music when watching haha

And this is the video...

I'm currently in the middle of making a few others too - Leah @ Halloween, Me, Hayley & a Penguin, A mass vector of all my friends, and Avatar aswell (I really did like the film haha)

I can't really think of much else to write about right now, so I'll leave it at this. I'm just gonna colour this in Rainbow colours.. afterall, I want a bright and happy start to the new year ^_^

Toodles all :) xxx