Bleh

Wow, its been pretty eventful lately.

So, I'll start off by saying, RUNESCAPE IS AWESOOMMMME ♥ I'm so glad free trade is back. Its just so much better. My friend from Uni has an interview there for a placement too, which is great. I'm hoping he might get the job and then make me a player mod haha Yeah, I'll keep dreamin :P

Kinda wish I'd applied for Jagex too, it could have been me going down there for an interview :/ But oh well.. being in the situation where I have to leave everything behind to work in Cambridge.. I don't think I could do it. .... Maybe one day :) When Deans better and he can come with me wooo

In the meantime, I'll stick with shitty Liverpool. Yep, we bid on our first flat XD So excited. I'm fairly certain we won't get it though. Its on Deans Mums street.. hah! Yeah, I'll keep dreamin for this aswell lol. Still.. feel like we're on our way now :) Its only a matter of time. This time next week, I could be saying we're moving in haha Its so strange.. but SOOO GOOOOD.

Aaaand, well, then theres Uni. Kinda fucked myself up :/ I've gotten really far behind, and I'm in a muddle where I probably can't pick up the pieces now. I'm going to speak to my tutor soon, and see what he recommends I do. I can't really say much more on it. Its my own fault, and I don't wanna ramble on about it because it'll just upset me, and I'm trying to stay positive right now :)

Ermmm.. so yeah, also, I made a website for Deans band, Korn Again. It was pretty good, for like a few days work. It could have been better, but I didn't have much time.. I had to put it up asap because their promoter was down their throats about it. I thought they were happy with it, and it was meant to be going on the .co.uk, but a lot of shit happened with the guy who was meant to be hosting it. Asking me to change the code for the whole site because its 'good practise', and all stuff like that. Then at the last minute, without any warning, my site had 'problems' and he made his own and used that. I wasted so much time, going to their house to sort it out, and then he takes over the whole thing and I don't even get any heads up. I even asked what was wrong with my site, and he had no explanation and just said to 'Keep our squabbles between ourselves' (meaning me and the guys from Korn Again).
Feel pretty betrayed to be honest, going out of my way for my friends, and then he supposedly has problems and makes one himself without even telling me what was wrong, and they love him for it.
Well, hes made a good website anyway, there are problems with it though, and it does look a little unprofessional if I say so myself especially when its made for a band as mighty as the UKs NO1 Korn Tribute (not sarcasm... a little cheesy... they're good what can I say? lol), but whatever anyways. By the way, I'm not blowing smoke up my own ass here, mine wasn't perfect either haha. I'm just a bit bleh at the fact.. well, no1 even explained why theyre using his instead. I feel a little bit used to be honest.

I'm giving up on trying to please other people from now on, I want to help people and bands as much as I can, and unfortunately I let it impeed on my own life too much. My own fault, probably. But ultimately, I've probably not helped anyone, I've just made extra work for myself and lost friends in the process. Great.

Oh and I've put on 2 pound. I love my life.

Anyway, everything sucks, but you get on with it. Going to the cinema now with Dean :)


EDIT: Just realised I was meant to be keeping positive haha Oh well.

Update :)

Wellllllll shits be up the wall lately :/ Deans not been too well so hes been living in my house for the past 2 weeks nearly. Need to get in touch with the hospital but they never ring back, the NHS is just a joke :/
I'm happy hes been with me though :) Its like being on holiday but being stuck at home haha The past 2 weeks have been spent watching lots of films, eating yummy food, playing games and cuddling. Can't complain really, and if i could i wouldn't because its been fucking awesome :) I love him so much, just hope things get better for him soon.

So, yeah, I've not been into uni much either. Got sooo much catching up to do, I just need to settle down and get in done before I fall too far behind. I have faith in my abilities though, just after xmas I realised I had maths coursework to hand in, with a week to learn what Vector and matricies are and do it, and got 100% :) and I had 2 days to write and do a presentation, and was in the top 4 highest marks out of everyone *proud* But yeah yeah, I know I can't keep doing it like that ...it'll come back and bite me on the ass eventually.

I've wrote out a massive action plan of what lectures I need to watch and the tutorials I'm gonna do, so Its just a case of doing it now.

But anyways, enough moaning haha. Today is a momentus occasion... RUNESCAPE WILDY AND FREE TRADE ARE BACK!! ♥♥☺♥♥

I haven't signed in yet, I'm waiting for Dean to wake up to see if he wants to come on. Then gonna buy my members back and plaaaayyyyy. I'm so excited hehe I'm such a geek I know, I love it though.

Oh and also, in more awesome news, KoЯn Again are awesome :D They played Revolver the other day, and it was truely epic. They've managed to find a promoter, and now have loads of gigs coming up around the UK! ☺
I went to Stes house the other day too with Dean while they had practise and then headed to The Hangman in Chester, but that was a disaster :') First of all, the organiser just wasnt around at all, and the sound guy told them they were in this reallllly small room where no1 would even see them, so reluctantly, they set up. No sound check, and the PA was smaller then a laptop haha :') Then, an hour before the doors were open, the organiser arrived n was like "why yous in here, I want yous on the dancefloor" SO, pack everything up, and move to the other side of the venue. By the time everything was set up, it was open and people were standing there watching them with confusion.
Then they did small soundcheck, and the sound was awful. So bad, it hurt our ears. After alot of fiddling, and the soundguy turning random knobs to see what happened, it was sorted (ish), and the band took a small break. About 45mins later they went on, performed 2 songs and then more problems started pouring in :')
First of all, the sound was different from the soundcheck anyways, Deans guitar strap kept falling off, and then Lewis broke a bass string, and then Deans amp kept switching on and off! After alot of fuddling about, they took a 20min break and the organiser got another 5string bass from someone he knew. So they continued to play, hoping Deans amp wouldn't go off during a song. They finished with 5 or so songs, and then people who worked in the place worked over randomly and starting picking up gear and moving it into the hall :') cause thats really safe... haha So yeah, thats it pretty much summed up haha So funny, not so funny for the band though understandably haha.

Right, I'm going to wake Dean up now.

OK Dean did'nt want waking up so I've found time to say this aswell..... Periphery gig tomorrow wooooooooo :)

Runescape!

Wooooooo I got to lvl 99 cooking on runescape! :D and Dean got to level 99 fletching! haha We both leveled up at the same time at Varrock West Bank ^_^

Oh and Dean is making his own guitar design, I'll upload a photo when its done!

Ohhhhhh and we put up the tent today to make sure its ok for Dload fest, its in working order :D yessssssssss

wow not posted in ages! lol

Not posted in forever lol, I've been super leveling on Runescape and my real life has kinda been put on hold until I get to level 99 cooking :P

So yeah anyways, we have a new prime minister! lol I voted labour but unfortunately it was a hung parliament and they didn't get in. So now we're stuck with nobhead David Cameron who wants to bring fox hunting back, and nobhead Nick Clegg who wants to make university free! Its like worst case scenario :( Nick Clegg is such a sell out lol

I wonder if i can get Blogspot on my Blackberry.. I'd post well more then :P

Downer

*sigh* mega down today I need to find a new job, it just depresses me thinking about it. I’ll admit, its good for the money, but its just so bad at the same time. I want a job where i dont have to talk to 100+ people everyday and pretend to be nice, sometimes i just dont wanna talk

Also Im heartbroken about Runescape, i miss it so much. I wish Jagex would change it back

And Download Festival is nearly here and im pset about that too! It is just so poop, i want to go to a festival put it would cost too much to go abroad *sigh*

I am actually considering leaving work and then going back on the dole if worst comes to worst and it takes a while.. its that bad.

Rei xx