Update :)

Wellllllll shits be up the wall lately :/ Deans not been too well so hes been living in my house for the past 2 weeks nearly. Need to get in touch with the hospital but they never ring back, the NHS is just a joke :/
I'm happy hes been with me though :) Its like being on holiday but being stuck at home haha The past 2 weeks have been spent watching lots of films, eating yummy food, playing games and cuddling. Can't complain really, and if i could i wouldn't because its been fucking awesome :) I love him so much, just hope things get better for him soon.

So, yeah, I've not been into uni much either. Got sooo much catching up to do, I just need to settle down and get in done before I fall too far behind. I have faith in my abilities though, just after xmas I realised I had maths coursework to hand in, with a week to learn what Vector and matricies are and do it, and got 100% :) and I had 2 days to write and do a presentation, and was in the top 4 highest marks out of everyone *proud* But yeah yeah, I know I can't keep doing it like that ...it'll come back and bite me on the ass eventually.

I've wrote out a massive action plan of what lectures I need to watch and the tutorials I'm gonna do, so Its just a case of doing it now.

But anyways, enough moaning haha. Today is a momentus occasion... RUNESCAPE WILDY AND FREE TRADE ARE BACK!! ♥♥☺♥♥

I haven't signed in yet, I'm waiting for Dean to wake up to see if he wants to come on. Then gonna buy my members back and plaaaayyyyy. I'm so excited hehe I'm such a geek I know, I love it though.

Oh and also, in more awesome news, KoЯn Again are awesome :D They played Revolver the other day, and it was truely epic. They've managed to find a promoter, and now have loads of gigs coming up around the UK! ☺
I went to Stes house the other day too with Dean while they had practise and then headed to The Hangman in Chester, but that was a disaster :') First of all, the organiser just wasnt around at all, and the sound guy told them they were in this reallllly small room where no1 would even see them, so reluctantly, they set up. No sound check, and the PA was smaller then a laptop haha :') Then, an hour before the doors were open, the organiser arrived n was like "why yous in here, I want yous on the dancefloor" SO, pack everything up, and move to the other side of the venue. By the time everything was set up, it was open and people were standing there watching them with confusion.
Then they did small soundcheck, and the sound was awful. So bad, it hurt our ears. After alot of fiddling, and the soundguy turning random knobs to see what happened, it was sorted (ish), and the band took a small break. About 45mins later they went on, performed 2 songs and then more problems started pouring in :')
First of all, the sound was different from the soundcheck anyways, Deans guitar strap kept falling off, and then Lewis broke a bass string, and then Deans amp kept switching on and off! After alot of fuddling about, they took a 20min break and the organiser got another 5string bass from someone he knew. So they continued to play, hoping Deans amp wouldn't go off during a song. They finished with 5 or so songs, and then people who worked in the place worked over randomly and starting picking up gear and moving it into the hall :') cause thats really safe... haha So yeah, thats it pretty much summed up haha So funny, not so funny for the band though understandably haha.

Right, I'm going to wake Dean up now.

OK Dean did'nt want waking up so I've found time to say this aswell..... Periphery gig tomorrow wooooooooo :)

Its been a while

Its been so long since I posted on this blog, Octobers been pretty hectic :( I actually think I've missed like 50% of my daily photos for October aswell cause my heads been elsewhere.

I'm not gonna go into details for obvious reasons, but anywho, Dean was admitted into hospital at the start of October :( and was put on a drip n stayed in overnight. Most traumatic time of my life probably tbh, i hated it. Thought I was gonna lose him forever.

Anyways, hes getting better now so all is looking up. I've been spending alot more time with him, well... actually I think I've been away from him overnight like once or twice since the whole ordeal. I know deep down, this really isn't for the best thing to do for either of us because its getting harder and harder to spend time away from him but I just can't help it. Dean said to me he doesn't really like being on his own and wants to spend more time with me, and I'm having this weird attachment were I just never want to leave.

I guess the truth is, I'm worried if I leave him I won't see him again and then I'll be left here on my own.. silly I know lol. Oh well, just another thing I'll need to overcome with time.

We went to the hospital again today over his IBD and they've changed his medication because the Mezavant wasn't really working. I realllly hope this works. We also went to the Citizens Advice over all the shit thats been going on with Deans debts and ESA, and its looking like its gonna be sorted within the next few weeks which is good :)

Anywhoooooooo... off that cause its just boring talk as is most of my blog haha Really got into V the past few weeks, me n dean have been watching it but we havta wait until January now to see what the weird crocodile aliens are gonna do haha :P Oh and we're actually into X Factor at the moment! haha crazy shit. If Wagner doesn't go soon, then its just a joke and he should win :P Im pretty sure Simon will end up rigging it so he gets kicked off eventually though.. surely he can't let this go on for much longer :P