*yah* (me sighing)

what do u do when nothing is working out for you, and you just can't be bothered with anything, and everyone is just.. not right? *sigh*

everyone and everything sucks today.

new song :) fucking bodom baby!

Woohoo new song, Children of Bodom

Triphazard have been temporarily kicked off the profile, they will be back soon though, don't worry

Bodom for Download 06 \m/

im meant to be tidying my room...

i am meant to be tidying my room before dean egst to mine.. but i thought nah, ill just fill this in instead

1. Have you ever licked the back of a CD to try to get it to work?
Yep i have hehe, and it did! :D

2. Have you ever puked at a bar or club?:
Nope

3. What's the largest age difference between yourself and someone you dated?
hmmmm i think he was about 2 years older or so

4. Have you ever dated someone you met online?:
Yessy shameful lol long time ago

5. Have you ever smoked pot at a concert?
Nope

6. Have you ever dated/fooled around with a coworker?
Indeed, someone in my class! lol

7. If so, how did that turn out?
3 months lol then about 5 months later, a week.

8. Ever been involved in a hit & run?
Nope

9. Were you popular in high school?
I guess i was popular yes, probably not for the nicest reasosn tho lol. Everyone always knew me from being 'the goth in year 9/10/11', 'The girl with the Coffin Bag' or 'The girl with the Zippy bag' lol :P

10. Have you ever been on a blind date?
Nah

11. Are looks important?
Not really, theyr a bonus

12. Do you have any friends that you've known for 15 years or more?:
Hmmmm, nearly. Ive known Leah for 14 years!

13. By what age would you like to be married?
Probably in my early 20s, depending on how things work out.

14. Does the number of people a person's slept with affect your view of them?
Not really, but if it was say for example a bf or something i'd b a bit like 'heh.. get away'

15. Have you ever sacrificed yourself so your friend can get in good with a person of the opposite sex?
Hmmmm i guess so

16. Have you ever drank milk that was past the expiration date?
No!!!!! its sick. Once you've been in Deans room and saw his 'Milk experiments' you think twice before you pick up your glass lol!

17. Have you ever dated/messed around with a friend's ex?
Yeah, well.. kinda i guess. Shes not exactly a friend.. but shes not exactly an ex to him either, compared to what we have anyway lol!

18. Ever mess around with a married person?
Nope

19. Are you a good tipper?
Nope lol i should be tho.. im just greedy

20. What's the most you have spent for a haircut?
110 POUNDS! Pffft damn blue braided hair

21. Have you ever had a crush on a teacher?
Nah

22. Do you know all the words to the first verse of Ice ice Baby?
YEAH! lol!.. ok no i dont but i know the words to the Chrous! lmao, everytime i c the word ice i sing it! lol

23. Have you ever had crispy bangs?
Nope.. but i know a 'bang' is what Americans call 'fringes', and Dean said i have crispy hair yesterday! lol bout the closest ive got to one..

24. What was the worst style of the 80's?
Hmmmm those hair styles where u have it short n spiky on top and long on bottom, and they wer bak in style for like a week last year lol they r really crap.

25. Have you ever done the toilet in public?
Hmmm when i wore nappys.. yes

is this all the questions you could give me?? pfft amateurs..

new layout!

New layout! woooooo

i thought it was getting a bit old and in need of a modification

u all like?

My Blogguns!

Hmmm just bloggun koz im bored...

Well... what to say ermmmm...

ooo me and dean mite be getting some Geckos :D (mini lizards) They are staying in Deans but one belongs 2 me, we are getting them 4 eachother 4 valentines day hehe!

Also I am getting a cat soon, 2 stay at my house! :D yayness! hopefully black!

Oooie, fone call .

Awww Dean just called, he wanted to know if he could ask Sean round 2 his instead of comin 2 mine koz he got new recording ideas which he may 4get. He was meant to be comin to mine, nooooooooooo! Bummer! lol oh well.. i 4got he was meant 2 b comin neway hehe sneaky!

I'm going now, im bored of even this...

Loving everyone.. including trees yay :D x

final thoughts: rainbow it, buster!

Hmmm recent

wow its been months since i posted anything!

well, me and dean are great hes now moved back in with his mum *yay* but he's left alot of his things at his dads, so he has 2 rooms now 1 in his dads and 1 in his mums. My room is sort of his too though, so ok he has 3 rooms! lol

I had a great xmas too :) Got loads of great things e.g. an mp3 player, GIANT care bear teddy etc etc i got loads this year..last year lol Dean came to mine for dinner, and to my surpise.. he enjoyed it :) Which i guess made the day even better lol.

At new year, i went to Deans house which was kewl, he had a good ol' poker night :D and Dean ran off down the street with me again at midnight! lmao

Oh yeah, the new craze is Poker, gotta love it! Poker night is every monday, and betting is a pound which isnt too bad. Im quite lucky at it too, i usually get either really close to winning, win, or totally lose lol. Deans strange, he always gets really bad at the start, gets down to like 3 chips and then goes all in and doubles up! Last night when we played, i almost won as i was chip leader for most of the game, but then me n deans dad john both had a good hand and were betting like crazy. Damn me, i had a pair of Jacks he had a pair of Queens!! How unlucky, i came 2nd and there were 8 ppl playing at the start so im quite proud of myself :P

I guess the biggest news of all is my new love, and Deans new occupation... TRIPHAZARD!!!! Last year some time, Dean and Sean got asked by Rhys if they would like to temporarily play for the band as their guitarist had left. It was a band that D+S had auditioned for in the past, but didn't get it :( Well anyway, they joined, and they were given the option of a permentent place in the band if they liked, and they did!

Personally, i like the idea of Dean being in the band, because it gets him out of the house and busy, and they are really good too! I think Dean will be a charm for them, aswell as them being a charm for Dean :) Stef the lead singer is amazing.. her voice i mean! lol They all have their own unique talents, which i think adds to the ..greatness of them!! lol :P

You MUST come to the next gig! Check out their Myspace to find out their next gigs, and i will see you there

Also good news, i have finally bought a fish tank lid.. woohoo

Bye now xxxxxxx

in college :(

*burrrr* In college, how boring! Second post, feels so different lol I meant to be doing work right now but well if you know me well, you'll understand lol :P Hmm in reply to my last post, Deans Birthday wernt great :D I went running round the Strand and found loads of uber-bargains!! yay :D Oooo and im not skint anymore! My 100quid bonus went through! Going spending soon ofcourse!
Tonight im going to a place called Thomas Valentinos to see if its nice for my 18th Birthday ^_^ Hoping the DJ will play compies.. we will see.
Got in trouble yesterday too which wasn't nice :( I apparently offended some people with a post i did on Triphazard Lovers Group, woops! Sorry everyone i didn't mean it like it sounded :( Anyway, all sorted now. And i aint gonna be as 'involved' incase i cause ne more trouble :S lol Right, i have scissors now so i got no excuse not to do work lol ..byebye x