i cant sleep so ive decided to steal and fiull this is about myself lol...

Name: Rhiannon aka Rei

Sex: female
Age: 16
Birthday: 5th July
Place of Birth: Liverpool
Siblings: 1
Parents: 2, however farther lives in Leicester
Pets: Snake - Cornelious, buying fish 2moro hopefully!, and soon to begettin a cat too ^_^ (maybe)
Height: 5'10"
Hair Color: Black with tremendously disgusting brown roots (i will be dying it asap!)
Eye Color: Grey/Green, Dean seems to think they have a bit of Blue in though too lol
Eye Color of Choice: Green
Writing Hand: Write Right
Current Residence: Litherland

BODY ILLS AND SKILLS
Nervous Habits: Twirling Hair, Shaking Leg, Fidgiting in general
Do you bite your nails?: nah
Do you pick your nose?: nah
Are you double jointed?: nope

Can you roll your tongue?: yeh
Can you raise one eyebrow at a time?: yeh lol

Can you blow smoke rings?: nah
Can you blow spit bubbles?: yeh, its fun! ^_^
Can you flare your nostrils?: yep
Can you cross your eyes?: yep

Tattoos?: not yet... attempting to get over fear of needles first
Piercings and where?: none yet, wanting tongue and lip done
Do you make your bed daily?: no way josé!!

CLOTHES
Which shoe goes on first?: whichever i pick up off the floor first i guess

Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at anyone?: not that i remember, ive beat many ppl with shoes tho
On the average, how much money do you carry in your purse/wallet?: about a tenner
What jewelry do you wear 24/7?: my gummy braclets, white platted sorta bracletsy friendshipy sorta thing lol, coffin necklace
What's sexiest on a guy: erm.. lip ring, make up (dont ask), gothic clothing, gel'd/dark hair

Would you rather be on time and look OK or 10 minutes late and look great?: meh, not assed really lol. depends wer im goin. If it college i always look bad n dont care, if its anywer else i try 2 look ok lol

Favorite Piece of Clothing: Rainbow Scarf
Pajamas: One of Deans t-shirts duz me fine (theyr strangely comfortable, and its great koz wen im wearing one that usually means deans around which means i get a cuddle at night! ^-^)

FOOD
Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?: twirl
Have you ever eaten Spam?: probably once..
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: im not assed about ice cream, unless its mint chocolate chip or a mr whippy!
What's your favorite beverage?: hmmm no idea really. i jus drink nethin, lol. errrr hot chcolate, water, semi skimmed milk, coffee, somerfields lemonade
What's your favorite restaurant?: erm, mcdonalds, any chinese restaurant, kfc, pizza hut, caesars palace *starts to get hungry*
What utensils do you use to eat pizza?: my handsssss
Do you cook?: no, but i love baking cakes!!

GROOMING
How often do you brush your teeth?: Uhm every day lol
How often do you shower/bathe?: well every 2/3 days i get a bath, i wash myself every day though. We'r getting a shower soon tho, so i will probs av 1 mur often lol
How long does your shower last?: well only time i ever get a shower is in deans *coughs* so.. 30mins/an hour? lol
Hair drying method: Used 2 use hair drier then straighten, now i usually just towel dry then leave it
Have you ever colored/highlighted your hair?: yep, its dyed black, and has been 4 years
Do you paint your nails?: yeah, when i can be assed. It usually starts to come off within a day or 2 and is then chipped for about a week so i rarely bother
MANNERS
Do you swear?: fuck no!
Do you ever spit? eugh no way, i swallow ;) lol

WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE
Actor/Actress: hmmm... too many 2 say i suppose
Animal: Cat
Food: Lol check profile thing
Month: July, December
Day: Fridays
Cartoon: Hmm simpsons, disney films, futurama etc. I generally just watch anime/manga tho
Flower: lol.. erm tulips r nice ^-^ n roses r passionate
Shoe Brand: meh wateva floats my canoe i guess. Preffered New Rock boots, but i lurve my rainbow gola half of baseball boots!
Subject in school: I.T., Graphics, Science was kewl too *ohhh the memories*
Color: Black, red, purple
Sport: Erm... BMXin, Skateboardin, Wrestlin. Most extreme sports rly
Body part on you: hmmmm... my eyes
Body part on the opposite/same sex: His eyes, smile, hands, hair
TV show: Coronation Street
10 Celebrities You'd Like To Screw: 10 CELEBRITIES?!?! FUCK OFF Lol ermmm Bam Margera, Chris Finch, Bill Gates, Johnny Depp, Ville Valo, Joey Jordison, Kud, Marilyn Manson, Tripp Eisen, Jeremy Clarkson
10 Celebrities You Wish You Looked Like: Dita Von Teese, Milla Jovovich, Gwen Stefani, Drew Barrymore, Rishu, Michelle Pfeiffer, Kate Beckinsale, Natalie Portman, Winona Ryder, Milo de fetus

Holiday: Birthday, Xmas
Book: Pfft..
Vacationing Spot: *wish list* Japan, New York, San Diego, New Zealand
Thing To Do In The Spring: Erm i duno.. plant stuff?
Thing To Do In The Summer: Go storm chasin yeaaaaaaaaaah!

Thing To Do In The Fall: put out ur hands for safety?
Thing To Do In The Winter: Get wrapped up all cozy and snuggle up ^-^
Perfume or Cologne: Can i choose Deans drier?
Game: hmmm, Rollercoaster tycoon, Twister, Monopoly (altho im poo at it!), any type of puzzles, scrabble

IN AND AROUND
The CD Player: *checks* CKY compil., altho i dont use my cd player, i use winamp! lol
Person you talk most on the phone with: uhm probs Dean, then my mum

Ever taken a cab?: O_o my life revolves around cabs these days!
Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors?: Not really, unless sum1 i like 2 luk nice 4 is around =P
What color is your bedroom?: Dark Purple, Black and silver ^_^
Do you use an alarm clock?: Occasionally i set my fone alarm wen i can b assed
Name one thing you are obsessed with: Coronation Street
Have you ever skinny-dipped with the opposite sex?: no =(
Ever sunbathed nude?: Sunbathe? Do you realise who ur talking 2 here?? lol
Window seat or aisle?: window

LA LA LAND
What's your sleeping position?: side in a ball, or spooning, or being spooned
What kind of bed do you like?: Double beds, and deans bed
Even in hot weather do you use a blanket?: yeah, a thin 1
Do you snore?: Dunno, never awake to know. No1s ever mensioned it tho.
Do you sleepwalk?: Nah
Do you talk in your sleep?: I think i mumble.. =/
Do you sleep with a stuffed animals?: my bed is covered in them! lol

How about with the light on?: sumtimes i fi cant b assed gettin up 2 turn it off
Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on?: Yeh, sumtimes

QUESTIONS
What do you look for in a guy?: Personality mainly, but first impressions are everything i spose
What is the first thing you notice when you look at a guy?: Eyes, hair, smile
What do you think of cheating?: NOOOOOOOOOOOO DONT DO IT!! IT HURTS ='(

Tell the truth: okilydokily

WHICH IS BETTER
Coke or Pepsi?: Coke
Oranges or apples?: Oranges
One pillow or two?: 2
Deaf or blind?: Deaf
Pools or hot tubs?: Pools
Blondes or brunettes?: Brunettes
TV or radio?: TV
Beach or pool?: pool
Tic-Tacs or Certs?: Tic Tacs
Snooze button or jump out of bed?: Snoooooze =)
Sunrise or Sunset?: sunset
Hamburger or Cheeseburger?: mchamburgers are sooo nice, but so r mccheeseburgers ohh i cant choose!. mccheeseburgers it is
Morning or night?: night
Sports or news?: news
Indoors or outdoors?: Indoors

Christmas Eve or Christmas Day?: Eve
Cake or ice cream?: cake *yum*
Spicy or Mild?: mild
Spearmint or Peppermint?: spearmint
Call or Write?: both
Peanut Butter or Jelly?: Peanut Butter
Hamburger or Hot Dog?: mchamburger
Dog or Cat?: cat
Bath or shower?: shower
Book or Movie?: Movie
Green or Red apples?: Red
Rain or Snow?: snow
Nike or Adidas?: Adidas (for the simple fact that its all i ever used 2 wear in my youngen days..lol)

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
Took a shower?: in deans the other day
Watched Bambi: about 3/4months ago! ^_^
Cried?: ermmm 2 days go
Talked on the phone?: a day ago 2 dean
Read a book?: fuck knows
Punched someone?: hmmm bour a week ago lol i pretended 2 punch dean but i got him. i dont even think he noticed tho lol *^_^*

THE FUTURE
Where do you see yourself in ten years?: Working sumwer, like a museum, library, worlds apart, quiggins
Who are you going to marry?: lol im not psychic, hopefully dean tho =) lol
How many kids?: 1/2
Your profession: Web Designer, Game Designer, Palaeontologist, or jus workin in a shop like quiggins.. lol
Car of Your Dreams: Aston Matrin Vanquish, Carrera GT,
I wanna live: in Japan

hioo-deshi! i have finally found a layout 4 this livejournal thing that i kinda like.. no doubt it will change with the next post tho =/

nehu, i *did* have sumthin 2 ramble about.. but since i hav been fiddlin with this layout ive completely 4got wat it was (which is gud koz i aint sad no mur lol) nehu not that it matters koz its not like ne1 reads, except 4 stevie lol (hi hun!!)

hmmmm lemme think of sumthin 2 say..

a-ha.. i mite aswell update on.. well.. life! lol

since my last post i cant even remember wat i sed (im lazy and cant b bothered readin that hunkajunk) sumit bout dean lovin us both i prosume. well nehu i cant really remeber wat happened after that but it was like 5 weeks ago lol so yeh we'r bak 2gether, and happy.. well yeh.. yeh we'r happy =) lol jus sumtimes little things get 2 me. i refuse to listen 2 them now tho, this friday is mine and deans year aniversary and i dont wana b causin unwanted shit. i trust him.. i think. well neway yeh i think i trust him. i trust him, except 4 wen it comes 2 sarah (Stil... im terrible.. i drive myself insane!!) i no nothin will go on between them now.. and well if it duz i will kill her. even if it is his fault.. she is dead. lets just hope deans grown up and isnt a stupid prick nemur eh!? we dont wana b cin me on crimewatch now do we! ;) lol

its strange actually, everynight ive been dreaming of them talkin behind my back n stuff then cheatin or sumit like tha. im not usually the mystical type, but could this be a sign that sumthin will happen? kud it b happenin beneath my nose as i type? or am i just scared of what could happen *sigh* even when i stay at his and he cuddles me int he night, i dream of him and her 2gether..i hate it, and i hate her.

i feel so unfair, if i hate her.. i shud hate him too.. but i dont i love him.. no, i hate him aswell.. its a love/hate relationship. i hate him 4 wat hes done 2 me, but i love him 4 who he is. i just wish sum1 kud help me =(

by the way, ive remembered wat i was wanting to say before now! lol anyways enough of this im just being childish! me and dean r happy now, sarah has left us alone now.. and we'll be happy and i am going to 4get all about this.. i just need to let go and 2 trust dean. mayb he needs 2 proove 2 me he is trustworthy. no wait, he shudnt hav 2 proove anything. actually, yes he should. hes been a bastard 2 me in the past. hes been a bastard, but hes been a good boyfriend? hes kept me happy and feeling loved. IF ONLY HE KUD HAVE KEPT HIS FUCKING TONGUE 2 HIMSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!... everything would be fine that way...

*calms down* on a happier note.. only 5-ish days left till our aniversary, and still we have nothing planned! lol oh well... only a year i guess, like Dean sed, it doesnt mean notin really, it isnt a milestone.. its just a year. we'll still celebrate.. but its nothin 'that' special. uhm.. well, it is special 2 me =) longest relationship yet! *thumbs up*

oh and on an even happier thought, download is drawing closer and closer, theres only like 90odd days left!!! ooohhhhh its so exciting. shit that soad and feeder of all ppl will b headlining, altho theyr good, pfft... theyll never b legends. i will probably still go tho, there r still sum worthwhile bands goin i guess... *starts saving!*

thats all i have to say really, my backs achin now, im getting tired lol

xxx p.s. HAPPY NOW STEVIE?! I SIGNED THE FRICKIN THING!! lol jk =P

Well, here i am again i guess *sigh* You might guess im not a happy bunny... again. It might sound stupid to say i cant even bring to type wat has happened in my life since the last post.. but wat can i do? Its the truth....

I will *try* and summarize whats happened, but please bare with me.

Since the last post I spoke 2 Sarah, and we decided Dean was to choose between us. Me being the fool thinking Dean was madly uberly crazily in love with me and there wud hav been no question about it... how stupid i am at times. He decided "he loved us both" and picked neither - so we wer both left on our own.(strange considerin in the last post i sed he was over this. Well nehu, after alot of thinkin n chattin with Dean he sed he wernt in love with her he was just 'emotionally attatched' and loved me. He went offline and i did about 6 hours of thinking before he came back online. I realised he had been blackmailed - she sed she'd cut herself if he didnt pick her. also he was in an extremely awkward position because he didnt no wat 2 do, and it was my fault it all happened nehu. If i hadnt of suggested choosing it wud never hav happened. So i 4given him, and we got bak 2gether.

The i think it was the next day i read their past convos and discovered they had kissed. Dean sed he had 4got and thats y he didnt tell me and that it was just a peck on the cheek outside the music room koz they wer havin a chat, so nehu blah blah we had a massive chat and was up til 7am the next day telling eachother truths about ourselves. And in the end, we wer ok and happy again. Then i spoke 2 Sarah out of curiosity and asked wer they'd kissed... she sed lips. I asked Dean n he sed no defo the cheek.

The it seems 2day wen i came bak from Leahs play (which was gud btw) i find they r chattin and he is standin up 4 himself n sayin it was cheek and not lettin her manipulate him and spread lies nemur. Dean sent me the convo, and it seems that Dean had 4got to tell me one of his truths.. they had hugged too. I asked him and he sed yeh they did but the kissin situation shadowed it and he had 4got, thats y he didnt tell me.

So ok, its just a hug, no biggy there rite? But thats not the thing... wat else has he 4got to tell me? *sigh* He sez nothing, but if hes 4got then he doesnt no wat else duz he. Its got to the point where i almost fear the truth.

I just dont no wat 2 do nemur. i love him.. more than the world, but i dont want to be hurt nemur. I want us to be happy, and if that involves being apart then well... so be it. I dont no if i kud live without him tho. He is everything i ask for in a man.. only problem is he lies.

If this is the only chance of true happiness with sum1... well then wud i b makin a mistake if i threw it all away? .. Truth is, i know i wud.. probably the biggest of my life.

He was sayin 2 me 2day, he doesnt deserve me, and im beginning to believe him. I think mayb... i cant carry on loving him nemur? I love him, he loves me (?), but ... *sigh*... i dont no wat 2 do or think nemur.

Maybe i should think these lyrics over in my head.....

Sikth - (If You Weren't So) Perfect

Something's wrong, that made me realise
Maybe now we're not so right
Two people living their different lives

I used to think that
I would never
Ever be so sucked in
You proved me wrong when I held you
And felt it take me over
With you by my side
I wanted to be with you
And stay with you
It's so embarrassing
That I...

Fell in love
Fell in love
Fell in love

I
Feel
So weak
When I'm with you
Why can't I get you
Out of my head?

When I go to sleep
I lay my head
Then all I can see
Is you in front of me
Why Did You
Creep into my head
One Day?
And you never went away
Why did you do this
I am Scarred In The Nic-est way
But I want it to heal
Feel so Pa-the-tic that I can't
Control my emotions
Why I am so hyper everyday
Because of you?

If you weren't so perfect
Maybe I could get over you
Do you think I deserve this?
Why cant you just be cool?

And I wonder where, what you are
As I fall down.

So good once.

Fell in love
Fell in love

I feel so weak
When I'm with you Make me feel
that I loved you once
It felt so good

Get out
My Head!

When I go to sleep
I lay my head
Then all I can see
Is you in front of me
Why Did You
Creep into my head
One Day?
And you never went away
Why did you do this
I am Scarred In The Nic-est way
But I want it to heal
Feel so Pa-the-tic that I can't
Control my emotions
Why I am so hyper everyday
Because of you?

And I wonder where, what you are
As I fall down.
Take my soul away from you
And I wonder now
If you weren't so perfect

What you are
As I fall

Well, maybe she never loved you,
Maybe you never loved her,
Did you ever think of that?
Stop bothering yourself with whispers,
Stop bothering yourself,
Pull yourself together, would you...

Sucked me in
With Just three words
These three words.

Ooooo what is this strange place..LIVEJOURNAL! yeahhhhhh... ¬_¬

Well hello there, seems you've been wandering around and are now trespassing on the Land of the Twisted, Crazdy Lizard Queen Rei. RUN.. QUICK... B4 I SHOOT UR ASS! get away from this place or ur mind will be infected with my mindboggling virus.

Yeah.. haha ¬_¬ now im not joking, im pretty twisted in the head, i think too much, i hav a great boyfriend and i don't even consider it sometimes.. im a fool, and that is all needs to be said. If u choose to stay and read this shit of mine, be warned. This is a place where i have chose to write down EVERY feeling i have, and as im so twisted, at the end of this you will probably hate me, but who cares? Not like i know you.. rite?

So, leteth begin..

My name is Rei... erm.. Hi. I think its safe to say, im generally not a happy person, but when i am happy, im extatic. I go to college.. and i hate it, i wish i was back in school. I have left almost all my friends. Sumtimes i think, was it even worth making friends with people in the year below.. i never speak to them anymur, and it hurts. I have two main friends now, one i have known for almost my whole life, Leah, and then theres Dean, my boyfriend. So yeah, i have other friends obviously.. but they're not 'Freinds Friends' theyr just companions which i c every so often.

I have this strange thing were i just cant do anything. Im a lazy person, but recently, its like i have no 'go' in me. Throughout the Christmas Holidays, Leah and Dean came to the conclusion that i was 'depressed'.. i laughed and told them they wer crazy and that i was fine, but when they went home, i felt it again. Uselessness, tiredness, stress, mental pain for no specific reason, frustration, boredom, the list goes on and on. All i ever used to do was cry, so much to the point where i find it hard to cry now.. my eyes just sting.. alot. As if my tears have all dried out or something. I told them both how i felt a couple of days later, and they agreed to help me 'get better' I was going to go the doctors and see if the cause was actually depression. Ofcourse, i never went though.. because no1 was there 2 encourage me 2 go, and i cant do nething anymore, as i previously said.

Ive now learnt not to tell anyone how i feel (the reason for this livejournal) telling people i know my problems doesn't help. Especially when you tell the people that mean the most to you, and then for a short while they make it seem as if they care. But in the end, it hits you that they are bothered about how your feeling, but when u hav complex feeling like me.. they dont wana no. They just turn round and accuse you of 'wanting to be upset and thats y u r'.... yeah, you mite like to know, that hurt me alot, especially when it came from my own boyfriend.

And then we have the dilemma with Dean. When i first met him, he was the one that came to me, he had supposedly been infatuated with me for last 2 years, but just didnt know wat 2 say. In the end, we started going out, and it was one of the happiest times of my life. Well.. alot of shit happened between him and the 'evil ex' while we were together, he cheated on me, lied, dumped me for her etc etc, but things settled down, adn have been fine for about.. well almost 5 months now. But on new years day, i read his msn convosations and found out he had been telling her he loved her and that after high school they will run away 2gether or wateva and hes waited 10motnhs for her or sumthin. Well neway, i confronted him about it, and he told me it was revenge because she hurt him and his friends so much in the past (which is true, she cheats on every1 and uses every1 and tries 2 break up relationships) *Sigh* well, after alot of arguing, crying, and talking from the both of us, i eventually decided to believe him that it was just revenge. The next day he rang her up and told her why he did it and stuff. She was naturally devastated koz she 'loves him'. Since then i have heard stories that she is depressed and wont settle till she has him and things like that (which quite frankly scares the shit out of me, even tho i do trust Dean). What also scares me is that they are both still in high school, and i am in college so i have no way of knowing what is happening. I don't know what to do anymore, i want Dean all to myself, im a selfish person, but i just wish people would leave us alone. I don't know if i can forgive him for what he has done to me, i think about it every day. I try not to think about it and just forget, but its so hard. I just don't know what to do, i havent forgot know and it has been almost a month since it happened, so will i ever forget? I don't think i can go on being with Dean feeling like this. I mean, i can obviously, but i know with this on my mind im being a bad girlfriend even when he sez im not. All i ever do is nag at him asking him what hes been doing tc. I feel like im checking up on him all the time, which i am. But if i don't i duno my mind wanders and i get all worried.

And then we come to the confusing part... No matter how much Dean hurts me, i dont think ill ever be able to leave his side. If he hurts me again, yeah ofcourse ill dump him and probably not come bak this time, but my heart will always be with him (Sorry i shud hav warned u earlier, i can be VERY corny at times!) I want to spend the rest of my life with him, and it mite scare him if he reads this, but in the future i want a family with him, i really really do. i dream about the days wen we are together 4 gud (eg. wedding day, holidays, redecorating our flat etc). I have never met someone like him b4, he is unique. He tells me he loves me, but i worry that he is just being a typical school kid who thinks they love ne1 and every1 (it wud make sence considering he used 2 say he loved both me AND sarah.. then decided he was unable 2 love). But i believe he has grown up (well i kud add /hope in their but im quite sure he has) I remeber the days when he wudnt put on his profile 'long term relationship' bkoz ppl wont chat 2 him.. how childish and unthoughtful! All i ever do is talk about Dean, i think ppl in college are fed up of hearing his name! Every convosation i have he will come up in it somewhere lol We have so much in common, and so much not in common too, its strange. We love doing the same things, we love watching the same things, we love cuddling, chatting, listening to music, he likes playing guitar, and i like watching him play guitar and learning about guitars. We are both gothic, pale, dark haired, tall, friendly, and caring. And also we have so little in common, he hates all the food i love and vice versa (Except beans by toast!!), he laughs wen we watch horror films and scream and cry, he hates msn and charging his mobile, whereas theyr the things i luk 4ward too (yes, im lame) Another thing which makes me smile is that wen we'r 2gether i feel like the happiest person alive, and i hope he does too. One of the nicest memories i have is New Years Eve. I walked over to him to say Happy New Year, and he wisks me off my feet and runs down the street - me screaming my head off! and Leah and Sean woddling behind laughing at us. Note: Dean was wearing no footwear only his socks, and i was wearing his pants, my rainbow socks and his almost 15sizes too big slippers which wer slipping off my feet as he was running! - very funny it was.

And now on to Leah... shes been in my life as far back as i can remember. In primary school, we wer close but had other friends. And in high school we only really realised we wer best friends until around year10/11 where we became close. Since we have started college, i can feel us drifting again. She has met new friends now, and is keen on becoming an Actress. Her friends r well... normal, too normal almost scallyish (or so it seems sumtimes) i mean the other day she asked me to go the pub!! Many of u will b thinking.. yeah and? well lets just say thats not my scene. She has changed, alot... alot, alot lol. I didnt really want to tell her, but she brought it up b4 me. She asked me if i thought she was changing.. so i told her the truth. I told her how shes changed her style, the way she thinks, her lifestyle etc etc. She seems like a different person, she is not the Leah i know and love. I love the Leah who i fanatical about Shoes, has enough Lipgloss to re-fuel a whale, flirts to the point of insanity and laughs so much u ear drums begin to sting. Shes gone, In my view Leah is now an 'Actress int he making'. They always say being famous makes u turn in to a horrible selfish person, well she isnt that lol, but i hate to say it i could see it happening in the future if this madness carries on. I havent saw her in wat it seems weeks, and both me and Dean miss her sooooo much.

However, with bad rants, there r generally gud ones 2 follow..

Leah didnt seem very happy about her new found self and told me after she has finished her play she is going to start coming back out with us and try to find her funloving self. Hopefully that will actually happen, because its rather poo with her being a replica of her college-found friend Roxi.

Ok and we move on.. I go to Hugh Baird college to study Multimedia and have been there since September 2004 - of a two year course.. and i hate it. I hate it so much, i dread going in, but when im there im not so bad. I want to leave so much, when i get there the only thing that stops me from dying is the company of my new found friends (Laura, Leah, Matt, Ray and Hannah). They hate it just as much as me, so we keep ourselves occupied most of the time by Moaning at Paul, Jan or Sue, drawing funny pictures, or having dirty convosations. I spose the only thign that is stopping me from leaving is my mum (because i know that she wud probs b dissapointed with me) and the factt hat i know if i leave i wont get a job and ill sit in the house all day bored.

College is slowly growing on me tho, because today we got to play around with Computer towers (undoing screws and putting places in places n stuff...) so hopefully it will stay as exciting as this and then i may cope.. ¬_¬

Ok thats all i can think of for now newayz and even if i can think of stuff i cant b assed typin nemur lol

I must say, i feel much better now that i have let out everything in my head. Hopefully i will saty this calm for the rest of the night

xxx

On Hiatus

Sorry everyone, you could say i've given up...

Too much is going on at the moment, college assignments are becoming a joke,
Runescape is now officially an obsession, Neopets is slowly growing on me again,
and my bedroom is undergoing serious redecoration. I am lucky to get a wink of sleep at night,
never mind update this heap of shit.

Poohead may be back one day, knowing my mood swings it will be up by
the end of the week, who knows.

Ok, so they are just lame excuses, i admit it. Most of the time i sit on the pc bored off of my ass!
Through-out the past week i have realised something.. this is just a big waste.
I have spent the last 3 years slaving my ass of for this site, and what has it become?
Apart from getting its ass licked by beginner 'webies', who actually cares
whether Poohead comes back?

Dean made me realise something, he basically told me how "shit" my site was, and come to think
of it.. it really really is crap. And then KD says on his Guestbook that no1 visits my site, and its so true. So why should i bother anymore?

Hey all, sorry i havent been updating lately ive been über busy with college and stuff. I hope you all had a great Halloween and Bonfire night. My family went away over Halloween so i had Leah and Dean stay over at mine with me and it was great! ^_^ I also made a new Halloween layout but urgh! it was a disaster! i chose the best ever subject and ruined it with my stupid designing. It was an embarrassment to the Nightmare Before Christmas lol Anyways that was trashed, and now the new Pandora layout is up! I hope you all like'eth koz i aint guna b chnagin my layout 4a while now. I have realised i change my layout FAR too much, it must annoy ppl lol

Message to KD (The Poobook)

hey kd lol cKy fuckin rule!!!!! \m/

Ive just got back from a Him concert and sheesh am i buggered lol seriously i look like this >> (o)_(o) lol ooooo and mother treated me 2 a new webcam and an epson stylus cx3200 (printer, copier, scanner combo!) weeeeee yeah go me! lol so be expecting LOTS of new pictures on the photo pages!

oh yeah ppl, go check out KDs new layout! i custom made it 4 him! XD

rei x

p.s. my site is like.... dead X_x i must add more things!

OH OH infact! i will make a new layout and it AINT gona b a blog one! ooooooohhhhhhh im bayd lol jk